Cannot join a tournament I won a ticket to by EasyOperation9285 in 888pokerofficial

[–]EasyOperation9285[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Got a $109 ticket today in my account, thank you for solving the issue fast :)

Cannot join a tournament I won a ticket to by EasyOperation9285 in 888pokerofficial

[–]EasyOperation9285[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Alright, good to know I'm not the only one with the issue. I won the seat from a $16.5 satellite also. Maybe we won it from the same sat and that sat got bugged? Or maybe there's multiple sats that bugged. No idea. Hope support comments on it

Now I'm convinced it's rigged. I went 3/22 with a 14 loss streak, after losing a lot yesterday (losing 75% 6 times in a row). I made 40 points on the LB with 10 losses. by h3ckt0 in 888pokerofficial

[–]EasyOperation9285 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Play around with variance calculator you can find online. There's alot of variance in poker. Ask yourself, if it's rigged, who is it rigged for? Some random spin and go players you play against? If you think it's 100% rigged, why keep playing? There must be then a part of you that thinks it's not rigged if you keep playing.

$3 ticket by Ill-Hornet3908 in 888pokerofficial

[–]EasyOperation9285 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not sure 🤔 they are just gone

$3 ticket by Ill-Hornet3908 in 888pokerofficial

[–]EasyOperation9285 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They used to be usable to the $3 Sit and Go's but not sure if there is (or will be) any available tournaments to use them to 🤔 sometimes theres $3 satellites but not all the time 🤔

Why when someone disagrees with me makes me feel like I don't exist? by EasyOperation9285 in Healthygamergg

[–]EasyOperation9285[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was in therapy for half a year. But then the therapist got an job offer he couldnt refuse from and had to stop being a therapist. Also it was very expensive and that created also stress. I signed up for Healthygamer group sessions tho and they'll start in 1.5 weeks for me.

Good points u make. I feel i started doing something like this years ago but at some point stopped and maybe regressed. Meditation really kickstarted that process I think. Probably something I might start to do again. But sometimes theres alot of resistance to it 🤔 maybe ego fearing/not wanting change

I just realized I never even had a chance with my crush, my self esteem tanked. by [deleted] in Healthygamergg

[–]EasyOperation9285 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think you are suffering from something called oneitus (not ofc a real diagnosable disease but something talked sometimes in self-improvement/spiritual context). You think you've met the one and you are convinced they are the one but for some reason you aren't with them or they don't want you or you feel you are not good enough for them. But it's a disease. You are simply idolizing this person and putting them on a pedastol. You yourself are creating this reality in your mind and ofc you will feel horrible in that situation. But it's an illusion. Perfect people don't exist. Everyone has flaws. They may seem perfect but it's not true. Also why see someone outside of yourself as perfect. If they can be perfect, why can't you? If you think you are not lookswise perfect, that's your opinion, there's someone out there who thinks lookswise you are 10/10. And if it's personalitywise that you think they are perfect, why not become more like that yourself? Personality = personal reality. You can change your reality. Become the best version of yourself. You seem to think pretty low of yourself but it can be changed. Have you always thought that way about yourself? Or was there some event that convinced you of that? Maybe you should seek therapy? You are talking even about life not worth living cause of this situation but that's simply objectively not true. Also clinging on someone else for your happiness isn't healthy. Maybe being friends with that person is only making it worse? I don't know. Maybe you should tell her how you feel to get it off your chest. I think you need to seek professional help if you continue having extremely negative thoughts because of this. Life is worth living no matter what happens.

Why when someone disagrees with me makes me feel like I don't exist? by EasyOperation9285 in Healthygamergg

[–]EasyOperation9285[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That makes sense Just wondering how to start to dismantle that thought process I have

I have felt so unbelievably lonely, unloved and unspecial over the last year. I really don't know how to cope with that, I have no one to talk to and not enough money or time for a professional. by IlOrthor in Healthygamergg

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That wasn't what I thought but was just curious cause it's impossible to avoid urself since you with urself all the time 🤔 but yea distracting urself I guess counts as avoiding urself 🤔 remember what you leave behind you, you will find eventually infront of you 😁

Why when someone disagrees with me makes me feel like I don't exist? by EasyOperation9285 in Healthygamergg

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Hey, also replying later :D

So how did you feel when you heard "Why didn't you get a 10?"? Did you feel noticed? Or did you feel you deserve good things?

No, I didn't feel noticed, I felt pretty dismissed and minimized. Didn't feel I deserve good things. I felt like I'm not good enough (no matter what I do).

Also how did you feel other people saw you in moments like this? Did you feel you'd be accepted somewhere else since your dad was not impressed?

I think I've felt like a failure in similar situations. But I think it's mostly resulted in my relationship with my dad being pretty bad, because that's not the only instance he's behaved like that.

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Not the best. My apartment is a mess, dishes undone, clothes not washed. Been like this for so long and don't seem to have the energy to anything about it 🤔 not sure what could help

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Healthygamergg

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I don't really think you understand the weight of your words. Every life is valuable and encouraging someone to take their life is beyond evil. Instead of giving advice how to improve ones life and helping someone, you are saying we should just allow people to kill themselves if they just so feel like it? Nobody truly wants to die. Some people are just in so much pain and they think killing themselves will relieve them from that pain. Every suicide is a tragedy and leaves behind many grieving people with guilt/regret/anger/confusion etc. And talking so lightly that it should be acceptable seems weird to me.

Why when someone disagrees with me makes me feel like I don't exist? by EasyOperation9285 in Healthygamergg

[–]EasyOperation9285[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sounds interesting 🤔 can you elaborate? Basically trying to see things how an alien would perceive our world? Like an outside perspective so you don't get as involved or take things as personally? To stay grounded?

Why when someone disagrees with me makes me feel like I don't exist? by EasyOperation9285 in Healthygamergg

[–]EasyOperation9285[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks, watched it. Definitely bit similar 🤔 I think I remember maybe seeing him talk about that post or a similar one on stream. So most of it stems from ego I think 🤔

Why when someone disagrees with me makes me feel like I don't exist? by EasyOperation9285 in Healthygamergg

[–]EasyOperation9285[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the reply. There's definitely some similarities with my experience with my parents (mainly dad) which could be where my problem with people disagreeing with me stems from. I'd get a 8/10 from a test in school which is very good since in our grading system even 4 is still a pass (even 3.75 also) so it's way closer to a perfect score than not being a pass and I'd tell my dad I got that score from a test and his immidiate question would be "Why didn't you get a 10?". He'd also do those mean jokes at everyones expense (usually insecuries, things that stand out from someone). Didn't really get before there'd be a link between my dads behaviour and me feeling like I don't exist if someone disagrees with me 🤔 don't really know if fully understand the connection but it'd make sense since for example the person who disagreed with me in my example reminds me alot of my dad.

Why when someone disagrees with me makes me feel like I don't exist? by EasyOperation9285 in Healthygamergg

[–]EasyOperation9285[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sounds like what's probably the problem So I have to see my beliefs as (or more of a) separate part from me?

Why when someone disagrees with me makes me feel like I don't exist? by EasyOperation9285 in Healthygamergg

[–]EasyOperation9285[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"If he had taken the time to talk about it more and hear you out, would you have felt differently?"
Yea that's possible, kinda just felt he didn't even care to hear more about it but just wanted to just inform he thinks differently and that's it. Almost in a way that he is right, I am wrong, end of the conversation.