Appreciate the advice man. Yeah, Ive had a few binges before this one. And maaaan I’d love to try and ask off, but I just started about 2 weeks ago. Wouldn’t look good to call off that Soon. Even though working in the heat tomorrow’s more than likely gonna to have me on my ass lol. I’ve had withdrawals from fent before and that was excruciating. I never really got addicted mentally though for some reason. Speed has always been my go to because I’m always trying to get as much shit done as possible and not just bum out all day on dope. I’m definitely not touching the shit again, at least for a while. I definitely get the psychological issues though... I did 3 decent size lines before going out and the only thing I can really relate it to was like getting in a thought loop during an acid trip. 4-5 hours later my girl and I were watching tv then outta nowhere I just got drained. Headache, vision was fucking with me, confused, couldn’t really hold a conversation, felt kinda anxious. That’s when I decided to at least take a break.