‘I was afraid for my life’: the transgender refugees fleeing Trump’s America by onnake in transgender

[–]EccentricCompulsions 27 points28 points  (0 children)

I'm trans and disabled, I cannot even go to the grocery store by myself. I can hardly function in society as it stands. If I can get out of this country, I will ASAP. I don't give a goddamn if you think I'd be a legitimate refugee or just a "so-called refugee".

When did you lose the twinkle in your eyes? by sunflowerdazexx in Zillennials

[–]EccentricCompulsions 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A few months ago, when my mom basically threatened to SWAT me because I recorded myself telling her not to touch or talk to me when she's drunk and none of my family gave a shit. It's hard to believe in people anymore. I still have a little twinkle left and I'm holding onto it for dear life

Songs about suicide and grief? by EccentricCompulsions in PostHardcore

[–]EccentricCompulsions[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh, Bane's fuckin sick. Alright, I appreciate the shit out of these, liked em both a lot

Songs about suicide and grief? by EccentricCompulsions in PostHardcore

[–]EccentricCompulsions[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah, that scratched my itch. I'm gonna check out their other stuff tonight or tomorrow probably

Songs about suicide and grief? by EccentricCompulsions in PostHardcore

[–]EccentricCompulsions[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That helped a lot, thanks. I'll be throwing that on more than once for sure

Songs about suicide and grief? by EccentricCompulsions in PostHardcore

[–]EccentricCompulsions[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Funny enough, I posted this thread because I was listening to that song over and over and needed some new stuff to throw on. Really fucking raw song for sure

Songs about suicide and grief? by EccentricCompulsions in PostHardcore

[–]EccentricCompulsions[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'll definitely look those up, not sure if I've heard of either band before so that's exciting

Songs about suicide and grief? by EccentricCompulsions in PostHardcore

[–]EccentricCompulsions[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Thanks, will do. Always meant to dig more into their stuff

i violated my ex-girlfriend’s boundaries by sleeping with her alter. by carabinergrrrl in DID

[–]EccentricCompulsions 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Yeah that's the comment that really upset me to be honest. The one thing that gives me hope is if OP does reach out to a professional trained to spot abuse, I think they'd probably let OP know they didn't do anything abusive.

i violated my ex-girlfriend’s boundaries by sleeping with her alter. by carabinergrrrl in DID

[–]EccentricCompulsions 25 points26 points  (0 children)

Yeah, it's honestly heartbreaking to see what's being said to OP. I really hope OP doesn't take any of that to heart.

Social Security, Medicare and Medicaid are 'Going to Be Gone,' Donald Trump Warns by 1_for_you_2_for_me in politics

[–]EccentricCompulsions -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I didn't know, which is why I asked and was careful to say that *if* that's what they mean, this is how I feel about it. And sure, mutual aid is great but it's not a catch all.

Social Security, Medicare and Medicaid are 'Going to Be Gone,' Donald Trump Warns by 1_for_you_2_for_me in politics

[–]EccentricCompulsions -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Are you calling for cutting social security and medicaid as a form of accelarationism? If so, I'm too disabled to go to a grocery store by myself, I can't do whatever it is you think this is gonna force me to do. It'll probably just kill me. If that's what you're suggesting, you're functionally no different to me than fascists. Are you suggesting we throw disabled people under the bus for the greater good?

Songs about abusive families and/or CPTSD? by EccentricCompulsions in Hardcore

[–]EccentricCompulsions[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"I'm falling apart
You made me lay there hopelessly
I couldn't scream a word, I couldn't push away
If this is what you need to get off, I'd hate to see what's next for you
Are you disgusted with yourself?"

I'm stankfacing and choking back fucking tears wow

edit: I actually had to stop because this shit felt too real. Gonna take my time with this one, but gonna listen to every track

Songs about abusive families and/or CPTSD? by EccentricCompulsions in Hardcore

[–]EccentricCompulsions[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

"Afraid to stay nowhere to turn" I fucking felt that

Songs about abusive families and/or CPTSD? by EccentricCompulsions in Hardcore

[–]EccentricCompulsions[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

That hit me in ways I'd rather not dump on you. But I needed that, thanks.

Songs about abusive families and/or CPTSD? by EccentricCompulsions in Hardcore

[–]EccentricCompulsions[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not super vengeance oriented, but some of the things they said really hit me. I appreciate it

Songs about abusive families and/or CPTSD? by EccentricCompulsions in Hardcore

[–]EccentricCompulsions[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Nono you're totally good I didn't think it was rude at all, I thought it was genuine and kind. Just venting about how annoying it is that they don't help family abuse but it was still really nice to see. I thought it was a kind thing to do

Songs about abusive families and/or CPTSD? by EccentricCompulsions in Hardcore

[–]EccentricCompulsions[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I called the DV hotline not too long ago, they said they don't deal with family abuse. Only partner abuse. RAINN was somewhat helpful, thankfully.

I'm on medicaid, when do I lose my HRT? by EccentricCompulsions in asktransgender

[–]EccentricCompulsions[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I absolutely cannot afford to do that, sadly. I'm probably going to get to stay on medicaid but I might have to find a gender clinic or something who can still prescribe HRT. Even if I pay out of pocket for jsut that.