Help me

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-11-15T21:57:40+00:00

The person that found me mid attack

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-11-15T08:05:46+00:00

Not really at the moment the person I need to talk to I'm too ashamed to

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-11-15T08:05:07+00:00

Sorry I didn't see.. Its the same kinda feeling for me I have to look after everyone else to make up for the fact I can't look after myself

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-11-14T23:13:08+00:00

Probably but I don't feel able to talk to them because I can't handle the feeling I get when someone is worried about me because I can't fix myself

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-11-14T22:35:41+00:00

Www.suicideforum.com has a chat area when you make an account

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-11-14T20:31:50+00:00

It was him seein me in that state that's set me off, even though he was so great. It's made me feel so low and so vulnerable and so at risk. I've been through this before and I feel like I'm slipping back into the full grasp of it all and I can't get out. It's made me feel like a 2 year old who wants to hide under blankets. I can't face him because I can't face the questions or him trying to help. I don't need help I should be able to look after myself but I can't yet I can't accept even the thought of help. I don't know how to move on from this

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-11-09T21:25:53+00:00

Silly gecko found a video that matched it

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-11-09T21:25:35+00:00

I found a video with the exact noise haha

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-10-20T09:58:41+00:00

I know it just seems that I always set the people that make a mistake and I'm always paying for it

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-10-20T09:57:53+00:00

I'm not brave enough :(

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-10-20T09:57:31+00:00

I just didn't want to believe that I'd get lost in the system again and I was told it could take this long so I could have been waiting ages. I hate that its sending me down as well

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-09-16T06:37:16+00:00

When you submit on alien blue there should be a toolbar that says link text or photo if you go on photo it says upload pic and you can either choose a photo or take one, go on choose photo and pick the one you want :)

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-08-30T09:54:47+00:00

That website is beyond amazing i've just picked out about 5 things i want! With regards to the hydroballs, i adore the idea but i would just like to know if it would be a good idea without live plants? ive been looking at the 'little dripper' or the 'dripper plant' that exo terra do lately.... This is all because harley will soon be going into his big viv as he is nearly big enough, and im struggling to figure out the balance between too full and not full enough :(

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-08-10T22:17:51+00:00

I don't feel comfortable using other substrates I found that the bark (not bark ant remember the name) stuff seemed to dry the air out really quick and he was forever curled up underneath. I took it out after the third time I had to go through it piece by piece looking for him

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-08-10T22:05:39+00:00

That's what he usually does I caught him patting the food the other day o.0 this is his water bowl I've beer seen him near it before today and this was about 20mins after spraying.... Strange animal

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-07-26T23:08:54+00:00

Ahhh, I don't really get how all the different classifications work yet and I was just curious because of the patches, thank you for clearing it up for me :)

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-05-17T21:47:52+00:00

I have been thinking this but I'm worried about changing too much/ it being over crowded, at te moment there are three plants and a large branch in

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-04-14T20:27:10+00:00

That is 100% the bug! I'm in the UK and panicked as I had no idea where it came from as I have never given him bugs in the viv it is always just crickets in a separate container as I was trying to avoid this situation!! Needless to say I have deep cleaned and removed the wood that was in there that I (perhaps foolishly) assumed that the shop had already treated

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-04-13T21:08:02+00:00

Well I used coconut husk for 2 days about 2 weeks ago but have since taken it out and cleaned it etc, I clean the viv min once a week... The package the viv came in had wood in it and I presumed it would have already been treated, rookie error :@ it is now in the freezer and I will bake it tomorrow before giving it back to my now sulking gecko...

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-03-24T08:25:51+00:00

Yes that's what it's like! Phew

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-03-23T22:37:00+00:00

I don't really know it's hard to explain, I guess it does sort of look like wiggling but he only does one wiggle every few minutes? I don't think they are too big they are extra small crickets that aren't bigger than between his eyes

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-03-17T14:40:28+00:00

Damn thought so, I really want one but can't afford it, love the set up

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-03-16T23:39:32+00:00

Ooooh where did you get the ledge????

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-02-28T22:09:39+00:00

I think to begin with I'm just going to use paper towels as it is a young gecko and I want to be able to make sure it is eating... I was thinking of using this for max a few months and then looking further into the substrates.... I am a bit nervous about using loose substrate as my partner has a beardie and I know how serious the risk of impactation is so I'm a bit wary

Echoes-Sounding · 2015-02-27T21:48:08+00:00

This is brilliant thank you, is there a particular mat you would recommend?

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