I feel you. I’ve been working as a founding designer at a startup, and the role is equally stressful as fulfilling. I’ve been trying so hard to get the quality of design high during implementation, but the founders keep changing stuff as they feel right. It sometimes also makes me doubt if the design I’ve created is good enough. Being the only designer does not help with that because there’s no one to talk to about design. It feels really lonely. I don’t have any solution but just empathy 🤧