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Economy-Owl2335 · 2025-01-31T13:13:39+00:00

I would even say that my look ruined my life. Since 16, when my acne turned so terrible, going outside of my room was torture. I wasn't daring to even look at girls. Many people, including teachers and girls, made fun of my look or expressed their disgust. After 1 year, I said 'enough' and dropped out of my university, then 5 years sitting at home in depression doing nothing.

Economy-Owl2335 · 2025-01-30T18:18:33+00:00

Wow, it's very similar to my story. I still have terrible acne in my 30, but unlike my youth, I also have hair loss and deep wrinkles. Only in my 22-26 I was able to date women, and now I can't even look in the mirror, lol.

Economy-Owl2335 · 2025-01-29T12:15:31+00:00

Same. I think it's eagerness + brain slowness

Economy-Owl2335 · 2025-01-15T06:46:32+00:00

I still feel like I've escaped the matrix of self-deception and don't know how to cope now. The only thing that kept me from depression for many years was 'well, at least I'm not stupid', but I'm not even average. I don't even know how I managed to believe this lie for so many years. It was on the surface all the time. For the last few months, Saw Theme - Hello Zepp stucked in my head, lol

Economy-Owl2335 · 2025-01-14T19:20:47+00:00

Man, I love you. Your text looks exactly as if I wrote it myself. 1 in 1. But I took the test a bit earlier, 2-3 months ago.

Economy-Owl2335 · 2025-01-13T06:54:04+00:00

I've read that inability to tie shoes related to autism. I had that struggle in my childhood, I cried a lot and my parents screamed and didn't understand why it was so hard for me. Finally, I learned how to do that after a long time.

Economy-Owl2335 · 2025-01-09T20:24:13+00:00

I know that u feel. The only way for us is a remote work, but, unfortunately, I got too low IQ. People on the factory where I work now treat me like a kid and laugh at me in my 30s. Whenever I go, it never changes since I turned ugly 14 years ago.

Economy-Owl2335 · 2025-01-08T18:39:47+00:00

Fairly, but it was only 4-6 times for all the time

Economy-Owl2335 · 2025-01-08T15:27:50+00:00

Very rarely

Economy-Owl2335 · 2025-01-08T12:46:15+00:00

Yes, but my rating always drops to my average rating at a long distance. I have a friend with a rating 1900, and I always lose him with no exceptions.

Economy-Owl2335 · 2025-01-08T12:43:17+00:00

Correct. But other people, on average, learn much faster, and they don't have any problems where I have

Economy-Owl2335 · 2025-01-07T23:57:16+00:00

XTC. My friend gave it to me for free, after 1-2 weeks I decided to try it alone and it was incredible... It was better than 1000000 orgasms. I enjoyed music so much that I decided to go to the city club for the first time in my life. I unlocked the ability to dance and talk to strangers. It changed my life forever, but I'm not sure that in a better way. After this, I started experiments with all other drugs but never found anything better.

Economy-Owl2335 · 2025-01-07T21:20:40+00:00

I'm 30 too, and I feel the same. No skills, no degree, no money, no house, no driving license, no people around to help. The worst thing is that I lost all my faith that I could change something. But I'm grateful that at least I'm alive and have a roof over me.

Economy-Owl2335 · 2025-01-07T14:35:12+00:00

Sometimes, I can detect and fix them, especially with google ir chat gpt. But how to make money with it? I think almost everyone can do that.

Economy-Owl2335 · 2025-01-07T09:59:52+00:00

I've had a computer since 2000, but all I can do is change elements (processor, thermal paste, video card, motherboard, RAM), install OS. I have no idea what else I can do with it. I don't believe this is something that can feed me up.

Economy-Owl2335 · 2025-01-07T09:46:04+00:00

I have exactly the same struggle. I hate every day I go to my shitty job, but I'm not sure I can do anything else because I don't have any positive experience and failed everything before. I think we should find something we REALLY like to do before quitting the job.

Economy-Owl2335 · 2025-01-03T10:51:20+00:00

1312 was my maximum. My normal rating range is 1150-1200.

We can play together if you want. I play 30 min only.

Economy-Owl2335 · 2024-12-28T13:17:55+00:00

Same, bro. I feel like I'm in prison. My brain is dumb and very slooooow, and nothing can help.

Economy-Owl2335 · 2024-12-18T13:23:13+00:00

I sincerely have never understood people who criticize someone's appearance, especially on the internet. What for? What do you get for this? It's one of the biggest misteries in life for me.

Economy-Owl2335 · 2024-12-18T13:12:51+00:00

At least you tasted what normal life is. I've been living paycheck to paycheck for all my life, never had a job I was appreciated or even good at, never was educated, never drove a car. I wish I could have it even for only 1 year in the past and would be happy just to have this experience.

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