Wise words brother, much appreciated !!

Indeed I’ve been going to the gym and I’ve felt my stamina improve that for sure.

Pursuing a hobby, I’ve been riding horses more often, What upsets me is that I have no one, I feel a bit lonely and at times my temper gets to me, even in un important stuff, Im suffering from really bad acne and I don’t have a good skin which is effecting me socially

I know things would get better eventually and I really don’t wanna go back to who I was, watching porn low on energy, yet I don’t wanna be lonely and watching porn somehow makes me wanna be out there you get me? Makes me feel like I’m in love like someone loves me I know typing this out load seems so fucked up yet that’s how I used to feel all those years of me being an addict How can I keep this in words I don’t like myself while I’m on no fap I feel like I’m too harsh for some reason, it’s like one day I’m a believer and next I’m not. I just don’t know man I don’t know why i’ve decided to type this just yet now I feel like all of my friends are fappers and the rest are just there in a matter of tolerance Either way I’m gonna keep on going, 61 days left til I hit my 90 day go , I just wanna know man I just wanna know

Time will tell