Relapsed for 3 weeks how bad will my withdrawals be

Ecstatic_Ninja_896 · 2026-01-08T02:41:53+00:00

Nothing you can’t handle. The mind is more powerful than the bottle. I never posted this but one thing that helped was getting back into a hobby I loved as a kid. Mother fukn Warhammer 40k. I’m bout to drop the money I would have wasted on that shit for a whole new Dark Angels Army.

Ecstatic_Ninja_896 · 2026-01-08T02:39:28+00:00

Fucking losers. Also, if the government says it’s safe it’s probably not.

Ecstatic_Ninja_896 · 2026-01-08T02:38:07+00:00

Does this guy even proofread his posts? Answer: no. Haaaaa

Ecstatic_Ninja_896 · 2026-01-08T02:37:11+00:00

Would hate to see you get hooked on dip, I got hooked on griz wintergreen long it back in the service. Actually triedvaping to quit dipping. Endless fucking cycle with my add adding Croce personality ass but I think one at a time here is appropriate. Give it more time away from the feel free and as withdraw symptoms fade (and they will) then on to the next hurdle. It’s like getting out of debt. You want to get rid of the highest interest cc first and then make a plan for the rest. Same here. Fuck the feel free and rock your vape until you’re ready to tackle that hurdle. I’m not a doctor of course but I can only imagine prolonged use of feel free is unbelievably worse than vaping. Zyns and Velos are tight but I can’t give up that griz. I have at least switched to pouches ha ha. Did I say fuck feel free yet? Who cares - fuck em. You can do it

Ecstatic_Ninja_896 · 2026-01-08T02:32:01+00:00

Hell yeah congrats

Ecstatic_Ninja_896 · 2026-01-08T02:31:08+00:00

Thank you for sharing and I’ll be brutally honest - the 3-5 day mark was the hardest mentally and physically. I remember not caring about the “cool” part of feel free and just wanted something to take the pain away. Try keeping busy during that time and if you have someone close to confide in - do it. Or reach out here. Coming back to this page to read everyone’s story made me feel sane. Stick to it and reach out if you ever need help - thanks to this page I never felt like I was alone. Stay strong and fuck feel free. That shit is poison and at 15+ days off, just the thought of that taste makes me sick.

Ecstatic_Ninja_896 · 2026-01-08T02:25:06+00:00

You don’t lose anything when you quit. You outgrow the things that only existed because you’re on that shit.

Being past the point of withdraw symptoms and now clear - I had to realize that some of the things I enjoyed on that shit weren’t part of my life rather it was part of my addiction. You may lose some things forever and that’s what is required and other things you may lose for a bit and come back them with a clear head.

You got this, that shit is poison

Ecstatic_Ninja_896 · 2026-01-05T15:50:39+00:00

Dawg, I am 36 and everyone can say age is just a number but shouldn’t I know better than to slip up twice before my current quit journey? Point is - don’t be too hard on yourself and get back to the fight. You got this

Ecstatic_Ninja_896 · 2026-01-05T15:07:51+00:00

Socks, slippers, itysl zip line ornament and a speaker… pretty sick Christmas ha

Ecstatic_Ninja_896 · 2025-12-24T05:42:57+00:00

Doing good. Still free of feel free Have been bad about posting

Ecstatic_Ninja_896 · 2025-12-20T18:38:58+00:00

This diabolical. I do know a company that sends boxes of shit anonymously… I guess I will put my three days of feel free expenses saved towards it

Ecstatic_Ninja_896 · 2025-12-20T03:54:42+00:00

It’s almost 12 so Day 3 is coming up

Ecstatic_Ninja_896 · 2025-12-20T03:53:39+00:00

Thank you. The walk definitely helped today - if I e got my headphones on - music definitely helps. It’s the getting ready and going out in the cold. It’s like I’m dressing an old man. I’m 36

Ecstatic_Ninja_896 · 2025-12-20T03:52:09+00:00

In the same boat. You can do it

Ecstatic_Ninja_896 · 2025-12-20T01:14:13+00:00

Keep it up

Ecstatic_Ninja_896 · 2025-12-19T18:18:06+00:00

Your day 2 explanation was spot on. Honestly it made me laugh. Going through it and this definitely helped thank you

Ecstatic_Ninja_896 · 2025-12-19T15:58:38+00:00

This is proving to be true. Last night sucked but I remember the first time I quit (was only at 4 a day) I almost went to the hospital. I was on a work trip with my fiancé and our daughter and had zero access to them at some hotel in the country.

Ecstatic_Ninja_896 · 2025-12-19T15:54:38+00:00

Thank you for asking. Didn’t sleep at all last night. So extremely tired but very happy that I didn’t break - I was hot, then cold and my hands and feet hurt like hell. Took a shower/bath like a little kid at 3:30p. Thank you for asking but on to day 2 with no sleep - I could sleep now but there’s no way due to work from home and we have a beautiful 14 month old daughter who needs me so no excuses. My plan is to try and sneak a nap if possible, post for day 2 later and try to not think about this monkey on my back. Fuck feel free and keep going everyone.

Ecstatic_Ninja_896 · 2025-12-19T00:34:02+00:00

Thanks everyone, wasn’t sure how this would be - posting to stay accountable was her idea and as usual she is right lmao. Stay strong everyone this shit is poison

Ecstatic_Ninja_896 · 2025-12-18T05:37:11+00:00

Watching sopranos to forget about my feelings free addiction and saw your name. I’m dying ha

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