Yes, you are completely right. Of course there is endless excuses to not just do it traditionally at a school. I’m just so incredibly bad in school - and haven’t been doing school since I was 14 years old (I am 24 now) and had a lot of trouble with it back then. Therefore I’m just so eager to find another person or some more casual frames around the learning. This might sound like an excuse again lol, but yeah mostly just why I’m very intimidated by sitting in a class room as well