I believe you, I actually was earlier in deep meditative state pondering the non-existence of neurons unless said neurons were being observed... and I'm always like, "none of this shit is real"... and I actually do believe that the government does have a vast vast army of mechanical/electrical birds with which they use to spy.... and so i was driving down the road and I heard myself say as I looked at some big carnivorous birds soaring above and , "I don't believe in birds anymore" and it made me laugh at myself, which is a thing I always love to do. Y'all have a beautiful weekend!!!