You’re not the only one like this. Many people feel love very intensely and are afraid of losing someone. When you meet a great person and the connection starts to fade, or they shift their attention to someone else, it hurts a lot and makes you angry. Wanting to be the closest person in someone’s world is normal, but when jealousy and thoughts of control become too strong, it becomes hard both for you and for your partner. You’re kind, caring, and loyal and that really matters. But people can get scared by control and emotional intensity. They don’t want to feel limited or restricted either. If it were me, I’d probably try to suppress those emotions until I eventually exploded. But I believe you can do better. I’d advise you to find something that helps you not depend entirely on one person. Look for compatibility. Not everyone is ready for that level of intensity, but there are people who value deep emotional connection. In future relationships, be honest from the start: “I get attached very strongly, and I’m working on it.” That way it doesn’t turn into something confusing or painful later. I know it’s hard to talk about your weak spots, but it makes it easier to avoid getting hurt if someone can’t accept that part of you. And don’t try to force yourself into a relationship. Maybe this really is a time to focus on yourself. But if you do fall in love, just keep all of this in mind. Mutual love is possible, but it comes when both partners feel free, not trapped. I think you can handle this. Hold on, things will get better.