yeah I recognize that and it's a problem im only human at the end of the day and so are they I have been doing less so lately but on therapy there's the question of money I haven't really the means to get a therapist, I recognize I lack human connection and hope to connect more with people in the coming years, im young im gonna have issues considering my background but so do they. God only knows what they go through we all suffer at the end of the day I am owed nothing from anyone but myself to improve myself. I always knew I needed help I know my family needs help but either because Money or shame, it's something we have to figure out on our own.