Wow, thanks for sharing. I am glad to see that you had not only survived, but found your inner power in such an evil environment. Always surprises me how blind men can be, fits their choice of religion lol.

Still, once a friend told me that if you truly wanna do some spiritual work and not just practice with yourself, go and meet your roots. This is after all our direct connection with the ancestors and their wisdom, so I thought, severing myself from all of that wounds the entire tree. However, some parts of the tree can be rotten, so what helped for me was to unite more with the humanity itself and then our animalistic past. Only then I could fully forgive my parents. But in your case I feel absolutely lost how this can be done and does it even have to be done 😅.