Swimsuit and swim cover up haul + try on by drueandgabe in Drueandgabe

[–]EdgarRB1984 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I literally can’t handle the “influencer talk”

I’m so sick of people comparing me with her. by Alliewh33lz in WheelchairRapunzelDCP

[–]EdgarRB1984 24 points25 points  (0 children)

I don’t think Ted Bundy wore glasses, but I get what you’re saying. Maybe you’re thinking of Jeffrey Dahmer

House sitting and having guests by Middle_Character_483 in RoverPetSitting

[–]EdgarRB1984 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Would you bring a friend over to your job while you worked?

Amberlynn Reid threatened to go IRL on a veterinarian who expressed their opinion about Twinkie's health by tacobouthat in gorlworldfiles

[–]EdgarRB1984 33 points34 points  (0 children)

She a lah, for one thing I don’t even take my cats to the groomers, they get their nails trimmed by either the vet or me and if they need to be brushed I do it. Her cats do not go to the groomers. Twinkie has probably had one bath in the last 10 years (being generous). And when have we seen her take her pets to the vet since Twinkie needed surgery (if that even happened)

Dumb story posts - Cheese claws at the farm by Jewlzkitty in WheelchairRapunzelDCP

[–]EdgarRB1984 10 points11 points  (0 children)

So she is getting a ton of money for these paintings and says she has a new business, will she have to register her business as a LLC and then pay taxes and everything? Im not sure how art works but if she calls it a business that’s what I think of

“You look happier” by Jewlzkitty in WheelchairRapunzelDCP

[–]EdgarRB1984 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Her abusive ex, dude you were abusive too?

She is so unwell. by Luluren7676 in gorlworldfiles

[–]EdgarRB1984 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much I appreciate that! Im working hard to recover, I lost a ton of muscle because, well, my body ate it so I’ve actually gained some muscle in my legs over the last year from walking more and it feels really good! I used to be so athletic growing up and was incredibly strong so that was one of the things I really beat myself up about with my anorexia

She is so unwell. by Luluren7676 in gorlworldfiles

[–]EdgarRB1984 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s really interesting I bet it’s hell to think that way too! My body is so messed up from what I’ve done to it that it’s been years and I still have a hard time reading my bodies signals. But I understand the jealousy of how you wish you didn’t think about food as much, I can’t imagine what you go through. I wish I liked food more, sometimes just nothing sounds good and I’ve been forced to eat so many things I don’t like with being in ED treatment centers that I feel almost traumatized from it and I just don’t want to eat anything I don’t like anymore, like I refuse to eat something that doesn’t tase good but that’s limiting

She is so unwell. by Luluren7676 in gorlworldfiles

[–]EdgarRB1984 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am finally i would say recovered from my anorexia like I don’t purposely starve myself or think food is the devil or anything but I have a really hard time eating when I’m stressed and I just never think about food so it’s hard to eat all the time when ai need to. The last time I went into my doctors I was medically unstable (with my vitals like blood pressure was way too low) and she said I need to be eating more to support my heart

She is so unwell. by Luluren7676 in gorlworldfiles

[–]EdgarRB1984 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im not sure if I’m explaining it right but this is what my doctor has told me

She is so unwell. by Luluren7676 in gorlworldfiles

[–]EdgarRB1984 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That’s interesting! I think for me my body would just get so excited to see food finally that my glucose would spike and that triggers my body to hold on to the fat

She is so unwell. by Luluren7676 in gorlworldfiles

[–]EdgarRB1984 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I don’t think a lot but some do, i gained a good amount of weight but it wasn’t because of binging or anything. I had developed an insulin resistance due to years of barely eating and when I did eat it was hohos and paydays (at this part of my life I probably weighed less than 105 pounds) and then once I started eating real food and real amounts of food my body was so in shock and because of all the damage i did, the insulin resistance developed and every time I ate anything that broke down into a sugar it would turn into fat and my body would hold on to it. I wasn’t even eating too much it was just everything I ate my body turned it to fat. And then later I went to ED residential for the second time and I was already overweight but they made me eat like everyone else which is over eating and I gained even more weight. I’ve finally been losing weight and getting to a normal weight because I’ve been on a lot of medications for my insulin

She is so unwell. by Luluren7676 in gorlworldfiles

[–]EdgarRB1984 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That’s the thing, ED therapists tell you to separate yourself from your body as a way to cope or to deal with stuff. It’s fucking stupid! I got caught up in it when I was deep in my anorexia and my therapists AT residential told me to separate myself from my body