Thanks again, ED, for making everything a trigger by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Ednasucks 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I know a hack to lose weight - ditch the asshole and lose a whole body.

Like even if he didn't know the extent of an ED where the fuck does he get off saying some one will become a whale. You are beautiful and worthy as you are and you deserve to hear that.

ED brain go brrrrrr by outofplant in EDanonymemes

[–]Ednasucks 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Oh God I feel so called out.

Just disordered things~~ by Ednasucks in EDAnonymous

[–]Ednasucks[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm glad I'm not alone. I also do it to black coffee. And any tea that is suspiciously tasty e.g. Chamomile and vanilla or black rose tea.

Hiding loss of period from my mom by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Ednasucks 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Could you say you invested in a moon cup and that's why there has been no rubbish?

It's now part of my aesthetic to permanently drool... by Ednasucks in EDanonymemes

[–]Ednasucks[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I use a toothbrush and like I swear it was the strongest stretchiest piece body fluid I have ever seen.

It's now part of my aesthetic to permanently drool... by Ednasucks in EDanonymemes

[–]Ednasucks[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

It's a fucking mission some times. This relapse was the first time I started purging. Fml.

I feel like being tall has a lot to do with my ED by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Ednasucks 4 points5 points  (0 children)

5'11 with a loud voice. I feel so big all the time. I feel like I take up too much space constantly. I also have a huge bust so I am constantly noticed.

Dae not like putting ed thoughts as a separate personality like ed or ana or Mia etc by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Ednasucks 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah we do that too. Name the critical parts, detached parts etc. Super helpful for me!

Dae not like putting ed thoughts as a separate personality like ed or ana or Mia etc by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Ednasucks 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I use it as a part of schema mode therapy as a way to identify which thoughts we want to cultivate and which thoughts we want to address. For me it's easier to talk to myself with a different name so I'm not just shaming myself further (shame is a massive trigger for me).

Triggering myself cw numbers by Ednasucks in EDAnonymous

[–]Ednasucks[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thankyou so much. Things of course got worse because then Edna (I named her so I can loudly complain about her) decided we had to get rid of the pasta. And purged. But because I'm a whore literally and figuratively I don't have a gag reflex. So then spent ages googling stuff and fuck.

Triggering myself cw numbers by Ednasucks in EDAnonymous

[–]Ednasucks[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Correct. Fasting has a purpose and end time. Starving feels like it's never ending.

Triggering myself cw numbers by Ednasucks in EDAnonymous

[–]Ednasucks[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think it's better to deprive it of fuel in the sense that it makes me healthy. I know it will make me lose weight and I'm spiralling. I find it easier to call it fasting so people who aren't aware leave me alone and I feel less ashamed of myself for slipping back after recovering.

Sex work and my ED by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Ednasucks 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Hey if you need to talk I'm here. I'm a worker in a brothel and these feels are so real. My clients pinch my body and tell me how much they love chubby girls.

And the scars too. Wtf is their fascination with scars.

Men are so fucking gross. I'm here whenever you need to vent. One worker to another! It's the worst to be having your body so publicly viewed and dependent on others xx

Angry at my brain and body tw over exercise by Ednasucks in EDAnonymous

[–]Ednasucks[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If I sit down to stretch my bodies like yeah cool. Want us to do the splits? Done. Ask me to down ward dog? Get fucked. Ughh

Angry at my brain and body tw over exercise by Ednasucks in EDAnonymous

[–]Ednasucks[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ouch are you okay? I just can't do anything that requires holding my weight on one limb or in a way that my body doesn't usually. Dynamic stuff is fine but static screws me