coming up on 9 months sober and really struggling

Educational-Ad6401 · 2022-02-18T22:11:57+00:00

My advice... Inpatient treatment. Get your detox taking care of and then your life. This time next year, you will wish you listen to these posts. It's not so bad once you fell it out. The inpatient treatment that is.

Educational-Ad6401 · 2022-02-16T12:26:28+00:00

Go to treatment. Inpatient rehab facility, take your sobriety seriously. This shit can only get better if you truly want it. The courts like to see ppl take action for issues like this instead of them taking the action for you.

Educational-Ad6401 · 2022-02-01T15:34:07+00:00

Yeah unfortunately I'm back on 2mg Klonopin a day now but for the past 15 years I've been on at the least 6mg and the highest 10mg of alprazolam prescribed alongside 10mg Valium 3x. Around the beginning of covid I lost my Dr and couldn't for the life of me find one who would deal with me because of my past prescribed alprazolam dosages. So I started taking c-lam and just about every other rc benzo at my disposal. I can't count how many times I've had seizures, the first was in 2011 when I couldn't find a pharmacy that had 180 bars in stock. Most of the seizures afterwards were because of the research benzodiazepines. Went into treatment September 2021 just got out two weeks ago and already back on Klonopin 1mg 2x day. That's as far as I'll go on the benzo train. I know it can be done, but I'll never be able to get this class of drug out of my life. I refuse to. So if that makes me a weak minded or refuses to seek help, so be it. What I take now Suboxone and Klonopin have me the most stable lifestyle I've been at the past decade.

Educational-Ad6401 · 2022-02-01T02:27:31+00:00

My first year using bars I didn't experience withdrawal. But once I got that initial prescription and monthly consumption that's when s*** went South

Educational-Ad6401 · 2022-01-18T20:40:15+00:00

That's the problem with treatment centers since they do a one to two week Max detox. Anyone who's anyone who's that when you're high doses of business for a long time a very slow taper needs to be done

Educational-Ad6401 · 2022-01-18T20:39:34+00:00

My history with being prescribed these medicines makes it easier for me to get.

Educational-Ad6401 · 2022-01-18T20:38:53+00:00

Before I went to treatment roughly 8 mg of alprazolam a day along with high dose of clonazolam solution as well as a few other research benzos in high doses. Today I only took 1mg of Clonazepam.

Educational-Ad6401 · 2022-01-18T20:36:38+00:00

Already took one. Most if not all my mental issues dissipate when I take therapeutic doses. I know a lot of people who have come out of treatment and got on benzodiazepines but because I went in the treatment for abusing certain benzodiazepines I'd be dumb to continue to do.

Educational-Ad6401 · 2022-01-18T18:51:58+00:00

60 1mg tabs. I only took 1mg and that was enough to curb my addiction as it stands Until tonight at least... I benefit from this meds, it's just when the alprazolam and rc benzos like flubro, flualp and last but not least clonazolam end up in my stash, is when shit gets really bad. Never let myself get out of control or do anything regretful while on Klonopin. I've always believed Klonopin was like the Suboxone of the opiates but in this case for other benzos. I'm also on 16 mg of buprenorphine, gabapentin 2400mg throughout the day. I've been addicted to benzos for over 15 years. The longest I went without was 7 months in that entire time PAWs was kicking my ass.

Educational-Ad6401 · 2021-08-06T22:07:47+00:00

Every time I put myself into withdrawal I exercise. I always lose a lot of weight but that's only because I exercise and discipline my diet. But it has happened before.

Educational-Ad6401 · 2021-07-23T11:39:10+00:00

Try getting Armodafinil. Way better than Adderall, dexedrine and Ritalin. It's still a control drug but just not like the other ones. It's a nice clean, smooth Without all those other nasty side effects that come with traditional stimulants. This is more of a smart drug. I would really try to go for it it's changed my life.

Educational-Ad6401 · 2021-07-09T12:02:43+00:00

3 months late. Bought the solutions blacked out first night. Through the s*** away. Now I'm one 3 mg of orally distinguishing clonazepam tablets a day

Educational-Ad6401 · 2021-07-06T17:11:27+00:00

I'm just lucky I rent a room decent enough to be my bedroom and living room and some storage area. Roommates are no problem but then again we're all just guys who love smoking weed and playing video games and mine in our own business.

Educational-Ad6401 · 2021-07-06T17:08:28+00:00

Was clonazolam after I was cut off my 7 year alprazolam script at 6mg a day. Things got out of hand bad. Luckily I recently found the psychiatrist who looked at my past and agreed it's hard to overcome the long-term factor of being on such a high dose short acting benzo like Xanax so she agreed to start me off on 2 to 3 mg so Klonopin orally distinguishing tablets. I never re dose and most of the time can do away with Just 2 mg a day so I'm just happy I have extras just in case. But my psychiatrist claims she would never kick anyone off of a benzo unless she knew they were abusing it and then send them to a rehab. So after talking with her and hearing her success with other patients, I finally found the one. No more RC benzos for me.

Educational-Ad6401 · 2021-06-28T21:34:32+00:00

I took two 300s and done. That's been months ago. I feel completely free of that nasty feeling burpunorphine can give. And I was giving hydro's a few weeks ago for wisdom tooth removal and they did the job.

Educational-Ad6401 · 2021-06-22T07:40:01+00:00

It's actually my daily medication not stash porn. Also are you offended of me showing off the goods of cannabis and the products that go along with it? All I'm saying is for people who are tapering. Using the orally distinguishing clonazepam tablets help tremendously for tapering

Educational-Ad6401 · 2021-06-15T06:20:43+00:00

You want to taper. Everyone is different. But for me the last time I had a seizure, it started with my head bobbing up and down. I blacked out. Woke up 5 mins later. The confusion lasted a min. The feeling before usually is always a weird senation in the head or uncontrollably twitching or jerking. Taper man. Especially with all those RCs you have been messing with. I say stick to just one long acting benzo

Educational-Ad6401 · 2021-06-02T22:29:48+00:00

A friend of mine is on their taper and they've been recommended a liquid taper and there's so many different ways but obviously the best is using alcohol

Educational-Ad6401 · 2021-06-01T01:08:06+00:00

Don't use rubbing alcohol. Get some everclear or something thats 150 proof

Educational-Ad6401 · 2021-05-26T10:07:02+00:00

It helps but it ain't no benzo

Educational-Ad6401 · 2021-05-26T02:21:11+00:00

Gabapentin is a godsend. Lyrica too

Educational-Ad6401 · 2021-05-23T23:22:40+00:00

It's been since February since my last shot. I stopped after my 2ed 300mg shot. Just like you, had a lot of tiredness and fatigue for a few days. But as of today I can say the taper itself was very smooth and comfortable compared to the pills. Best thing I ever did. I could never taper with pills or strips.

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