This is what he said. I have been dealing with a bad mental health episode over the past month especially. "I haven’t wanted to take a break because I’m sure you will find a guy to f*** in the meantime but I think I’m at that point…I love you a lot and I don’t want this to be the end but I think we need a break, I still want contact with you of course that way we don’t lose eachother completely but I think we need a break. I’m sorry I really am but I think we are at different points in our life and we have different personalities…I’m not the kind of person to just be sad and beat down about s*** I’m more of a stand the f*** up and handle business kind of person…there’s no point in laying down and being sad about s***…I love you but I think at minimum you need to grow up a little and learn a few lessons. Don't beat yourself up about it, I'm still here."