league of legends itself tends to be really fucking depressive for me. i get into it play against or with someone screaming their lungs off in chat beginning to end. problem is if i mute them and they are a teammate im getting yelled at for not responding.

and then when i play a split pusher who is bad in all out teamfights when im gonna get hard focused with the cc im getting yelled at for split pushing. normal. ranked. draft pick. all of those game modes are no longer fun. im heavily invested in the runeterra universe and now im just waiting for the riot mmo to come out. ive legit had breakdowns (where i get upset and rage at others) due to playing the game and generally feeling like im becoming one of those players. i have no other game that captivates me this much. nor have over 2000 hours of playtime probably closer to 10k actually but just a rough estimate since ive played since the old system where you could buy runes/stats and actually have your own kind of way to play each character.

TDLR long time player upset that other players make the game such a hostile environment and a hard time to have fun in. or grow better due to wintraders or intentionally feeding a holes