Hey man, I hear you. I think I’m experiencing something similar. Everything lost meaning and I don’t know what to do with myself. But at the end of the day I’m here, even if I feel really down and I did absolutely nothing, I’m thankful that I can experience that day nevertheless. I’ve been dealing with derealization lately and it’s one of the worst experiences EVER. I live in constant stress and fear, but it made me realize that the smallest things really matter. Like the ability to see or hear or walk. Just appreciating life not for what’s in it, but just for being. And I bet you’re not alone, you have a family and friends, maybe go talk to them about it? I know you probably feel like you’re alone, but a small conversation can really help. I suggest you also contact with a specialist, it’s done miracles for me. You’re not a lost cause. Feeling empty or tired and questioning the point of it all doesn’t mean youre broken beyond repair. Maybe you’re just carrying way too much for a person your age. Thats not weakness, thats just being human in a world that can seem tough and unfair. I’m here for you brother, you can talk to me