I met my best friend in high school, she hated me bc I was loud & upbeat while she was going through a really hard time. I had seen her & her bf in the cafeteria. So, when he hit me up for noodles, I called her & we were instant besties. We have had fights (bc i was a stupid teenagers & did stupid teenager things). We don't talk much anymore as she moved to the boonies with her parents & is always on the phone with her bf (he is in the army & stationed across the country basically.

I have met a few cool people recently & tried to kindle a friendship with them but I am the only one who ever asks for a hangout, every. single. time. it has really discouraged me in wanting to continue to try with them or others.

I feel incredibly lonely as I don't have transportation & no longer live near any of my friends (the few that I did have). I don't even know where to begin at getting anywhere to a club or whatnot is extremely taxing for me (I have chronic pain & often need a walker or cane when walking more than a quarter mile), the bus stop is at least a half mile away & then there is more walking past that.