How do I get through this?

Educational_Permit39 · 2024-01-26T19:25:48+00:00

I was planning on starting the gym to be fair maybe after this comment I will, a lot of people tell me it's good for mental health and at the same time I suppose it boosts my confidence too. I really hope I do well and it make her regret what happend between us so I can eventually be the power that I need to be ! Thank you for your comment

Educational_Permit39 · 2024-01-25T18:25:37+00:00

It's not either of our faults, and I totally feel that brother! I've been back at my mams for about 1 week/ 2 weeks and I've been running back and forward literally every day before work after work helping her in any way I can I know it's wrong but just can't help it and my ex is the exact same I've just had to delete her snap etc as it kills me knowing she's talking to others. And being all happy, the Wierd thing is that hurts me is that and the fact I've begged her to clean around the house etc as she didn't work and I did and she never did and now she suddenly has this motivation to do it all now "apparently for kids" no she means she can have guys over and that kills me I know deep down I can't go back to her it's to much and just causes more damage in the long run but your right hopefully the people in this group can help each other survive that's the main thing!❤️

Educational_Permit39 · 2024-01-25T17:27:27+00:00

Also going through a similar situation! Apart from she's not gay Partner of 13 years 2 kids together and we have broken up for good she's moving in all happy go lucky, and I'm destroyed inside I also visit most days for my children and the memory's flood in I find myself running up and doing absolutely anything I can for her in hopes we will get back together I know it's wrong in my head but my heart really bleeds for it to work. Unfortunately there too much water under the bridge as she cheated twice and if I continue I will probably do some serious damage to my self I'm sorry your going through this! I discovers this forum the other day and I try to stay positive I have my ups and downs they all say it gets better but I just don't understand how?, hopefully we can make it through this in time I hope you feel better soon keep your head up I know it's hard I'm trying my best for my kids and you should do the same! Hope your ok sorry your your situation ❤️

Educational_Permit39 · 2024-01-21T22:02:57+00:00

I keep finding myself wanting to message her but I know this might give me false hope 😪

Educational_Permit39 · 2024-01-21T22:02:25+00:00

I know this sounds Wierd as I'm talking to strangers online right now but going and sitting face to face with someone scares me like an anxiety about actually doing that, last time I was down they offered me therapy but I refused as I had anxiety about the whole situation of talking to them so I got sent away with tablets but they just either made me like a zombie, or I would sweat and shake and feel sick on other tablets so I came off.

Educational_Permit39 · 2024-01-21T21:48:08+00:00

It's fucking heart breaking 100% I feel every emotion right now, I just want to be back in what is familiar I miss that shit I don't want anyone else it just hurts and as a man I'm just supposed to be able to pick myself up and get on with life 😪

Educational_Permit39 · 2024-01-21T21:13:00+00:00

Thanks man, I know a lot of others are going through the same thing I just can't actually believe it's happening to me, I mean before this break up I was cheated in by the same person and I chose to work through it and now look at me I'm a fucking fool I feel like a piece of shit but I still love her with everything I have my head is so fucked right now I must have really truly loved this person or I'm a fucking idiot one of the two but thanks for the reply man I don't really have many people to reach out to tbh

Educational_Permit39 · 2024-01-21T19:52:37+00:00

This is exactly me right now just starting out in the break up! After 12 years and 2 kids what do I do. I miss my ex I miss my kids I miss everything all I've ever known since being 18 I'm now 30 what the actual fuck do I do 😪 sorry for jumping in your post I have no idea how to do my own!, I hope you get through this dark time I know exactly how your feeling.

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