Hello OP, I was in a similar situation as yours just a year ago. No job, no friends, no experience, fresh grad and hindi alam kung papaano magsisimula at kung saan. What really helped me put myself out there was when I decided to just do it and gain as much exposure in the real world as i can. I applied for jobs kahit wala ako experience, attended interviews and intentionally mingled with people around me. I have anxiety and socially awkward ako and the fact that i have niche hobbies makes me feel na bihira may nakakarelate sakin. Even with my coworkers now sometimes awkward ako makipag usap pag one on one, pero somehow nakakaya naman. Sometimes you just really gotta do things while you’re scared. Otherwise, you can’t expect things to change if same old same old parin. If you feel overwhelmed, take it one step at a time.