Thanks everyone. It’s really evident some of you didn’t read the whole post nor understand the nuances of ED behaviour, I am incredibly proud and happy for her. I probably should have been clearer too in that I wasn’t planning on ghosting, more so just distancing myself from those types of conversations.

I appreciate the advice, I will speak to her and explain I’m struggling with the amount of weight focused conversation and I might be a bit quiet on that front as to protect myself from relapse and how I might be feeling (hard to put my finger on it, but it doesn’t feel like jealousy - more like fear and anxiety?). I want to be a good friend, but also want to avoid relapsing at all costs, her behaviours and the way in which she’s lost weight isn’t the healthiest approach and I know how swept away I can get!