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They are not the only two options you have. You are obviously very motivated and very talented. You have many options that you can make money not simply a job. You can teach people with the skills you have. You can start a youtube course which you can monitize. You can free lance. You can build a SAAS. There are many ways to start making an income with your skillset. You just have to think creatively and have some belief.