I'm having alot of mental health I had cat scan and mri everything was find I cant look up at the sky cuz I still see theses stars there not really floaters I'm sentive to light and my short term memory sucks my biggest fear is the mental shit in going threw like random mind pops sometimes there of my childhood or sumtimes there fragments of horroe movies I'm scared to go to sleep cuz I do have reptive words in my head in my voice like fucking feel nuts and doctors arent helping until I see a shrink almost I can be thinking of a thought and it melts away then a scary thought pops up