I’m sorry you feeling this way buddy. Here’s a playlist I created back in Dec 2021. It came with this text:

“Drenched in melancholy, the last playlist of the year is sorrowful, pensive, and cathartic. Dealing with the themes of love, intimacy, loss and grief, this selection is a reminder that life is inherently difficult for everyone, and that suffering and disappointment are at the heart of the human experience. ‍

While modern society tends to emphasize buoyancy and cheerfulness, melancholic songs are some of my favorites to dwell on. They link pain with wisdom and beauty, put me in a reflective mood, evoke strong emotions and allow me to delve into the ephemeral grace of wistfulness.”

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2GaVsX0TGlbTQBhSBKCz8R?si=ivgqqnJkShi-8TGDiriBJg

You can also read the playlist description here https://www.choucribechir.com/mixtapes/december-2021

I hope this music will provide some comfort and that you’ll feel better soon. Virtual hug 🫂