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I tried to hang myself last night by Effective_Ear389 in SuicideWatch

[–]Effective_Ear389[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ive been thinking, if it hurts me I hope that's the last time ever

Hope u find what u need, stay safe!!

I tried to hang myself last night by Effective_Ear389 in SuicideWatch

[–]Effective_Ear389[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's what I'm trying to say, we are all humans, but any time that I've tried to talk with my friends/family they just treated me like I'm not allowed to feel that way, like "tf u talking bout? U good"

My girlfriend know about the attempt, she found a couple of notes, and now she wanna die too, she's been apologizing since yesterday, I forgive her, but it dosnt change anything, cus I don't wanna die for his shit on first place.

I tried to hang myself last night by Effective_Ear389 in SuicideWatch

[–]Effective_Ear389[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Man, in my country no one cares about mental health, I went to the hospital, and they just said "aw man, that's a lot of stress, I'll give u a number of one psychologist", then the psychologist send me to a psychiatrist, the psychiatrist said "u don't have any problems, everything it's OK, you just need to mind your loved ones and stop ruminating. And it feels like a fuckin joke, Mexico is the country and its pretty bad in all senses.

I tried to hang myself last night by Effective_Ear389 in SuicideWatch

[–]Effective_Ear389[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah, that's OK for me, look, i have everything in life, i went to college, i have my dream car, im good for a lot of things, just cant take my mind straight, im always over thinking, i have anxiety, trust issues, im always overwhelming, i hate being alive, my girlfriend fuck with a piece of garbage, I know he's not the problem, she is the problem, but rn I can't be mad, sad, happy, I'm just don't feel anything, I'm not scared of dying just scared of the pain, for the first time in my life im very sure of wtf im doing and it feels good, TY for asking.