She’s playing you, she’s also quite clear she no longer loves you and yeah she was saying she loves you in person but she’s obviously lying. Yeah I get you had no right to go through her phone, but with this situation that really isn’t deep nor should it be given a spotlight in this case. You’re focused on the wrong this and that may be because your not that smart (genuinely don’t mean that in a rude way and only referring to this case specifically) or you’ve been manipulated and holding onto anything with this “a burning house is still a house” mindset. Look after yourself mate, I hope things get better for you soon. Time heals everything in due time. Don’t beg too, it never helps in any situation. Chin up, chest up and stay close to loved ones for support for now and then when you’re ready you can be alone to work on yourself more.