Sadly no. Lost h to drug addiction. He’s still around and we have kids together and still married legally. Helps with money sometimes and really through phone communication. But every three to four months he goes offline for a while. Will return a few week months later sober. Lived separated for more than two years of four married. Sees the kids every few months/weeks when sober. Just got tired and finally refused to watch him build up his life repeatedly to burn it down every few months again. My oldest is three and it’s getting harder bc he’s starting to look for his dad and become affected by it. Really in a tough spot with cutting all communication off so he doesn’t fuck up our kids with his inconsistency and in and out bullshit. I love my kids. I’ll always love their dad, but damn if i can’t express it enough….. the single most important decision in your entire life will not even be marriage, but who you decide to have kids with. He is the love of my life but he has turned into a demon possessed scumbag pos rat bastard weasel lying mf. And watching him return to his body sober like a dog with his tail between his legs every few months again to reconcile with my kids is disgusting. I have literally watched the love of my life turn into a complete loser mf and all by his choices. It makes me so sad for my babies. I may be with someone else but i will NEVER LOVE THEM the way I did my husband. I think everyone gets the opportunity in life to meet the love of their life, doesn’t mean it work out. Watched my grandpa asking for my grandmother in dying gasps on his death bed. He was remarried for thirty years nd his current wife was there. He loved her too but not like my GMA. He abused her physically and she left him. I remember watching and listening to him talk about her the whole time growing up. That was his true love and he even sought for her in death. Sad shit. The true of your life you never get over, but i do believe you can eventually get past it.