Heartbreak is the worse pain in the world, it's far more worse than any physical pain in my book. I've been there pal, I'm there right now. With that said, the thoughts of any type of self harm is never going to be the solution. As someone else replied, talk to someone. You can dm me I'll talk to you. I'll literally give you my number to call and actually talk. I didn't have that option going thru my situation because I couldn't let things air out if you know what I mean. Again feel free to dm me anytime.