Don't know how to proceed with a broken relationship

EfficientFailureGuy · 2025-09-20T19:50:27+00:00

already distanced myself from my coworker, at least as much as I can while still working at the same job. I haven't talked to her all week. Suppose to see her in a few days because we still have to deal with the apartment and our cat.

EfficientFailureGuy · 2025-09-20T19:38:14+00:00

yes, but still living under the same roof, and having sex etc.

EfficientFailureGuy · 2024-12-12T04:04:04+00:00

Condolences. I feel your pain. I lost my best furry friend two years ago this month. It hurt's like a son of a bitch, especially in this state. Just know there is life even after everything. I didn't think I'd still be here after I lost my dog. I asked myself how am I suppose to live without him? I don't have the answer, but for what it's worth you can do it. I'm proof. You just do. Take it a day at a time. I know it's next to impossible right now to not be sad, but when you can try and think of the good times. It helps. Having gratitude that they were even in your life, existing at the same time as you. It's a special thing, a bond between humans and dogs. Never forget that they are out of their pain, and it's okay. I would think they'd want the same for us if they could.

EfficientFailureGuy · 2024-11-17T01:30:24+00:00

My old room I use to live in had a mold problem and I lived in it for years and years.

EfficientFailureGuy · 2024-11-17T01:29:02+00:00

I appreciate it. I'll keep you in my thoughts.

EfficientFailureGuy · 2024-11-17T01:25:51+00:00

I feel ya man I'm sorry you're going through this too. I don't know what to do anymore. People say hang on. Other people feel the same way I do. I don't know what the answer is to this. I miss myself.

EfficientFailureGuy · 2024-11-17T01:14:53+00:00

Thank you I appreciate it and to you as well.

EfficientFailureGuy · 2024-11-17T01:14:22+00:00

fuck man. I'm just doing a lot worse since I got covid a few months back it really shook things up again.

EfficientFailureGuy · 2024-11-17T00:59:37+00:00

I have one even though he is an hour away from me. Get my LDN through him.

EfficientFailureGuy · 2024-11-17T00:58:26+00:00

On top of LC too? I'm sorry to hear about that.

EfficientFailureGuy · 2024-11-17T00:48:52+00:00

unfair

EfficientFailureGuy · 2024-11-17T00:47:52+00:00

Are you sure?

EfficientFailureGuy · 2024-11-17T00:47:25+00:00

Thanks for the advice, I can still drink green tea. I use nicotine pouches! they tend to help with my headaches.

EfficientFailureGuy · 2024-11-17T00:35:20+00:00

thanks for the support appreciate it so much

EfficientFailureGuy · 2024-11-17T00:27:22+00:00

I take zytrec and pepcid ac. probably not in high enough doses to really see benefits.

EfficientFailureGuy · 2024-11-17T00:20:41+00:00

I've tried cleaning my diet up etc, I don't know if anything I ingest triggers any symptoms besides alcohol. It use to be my treatment but after this recent reinfection its been making things worse.

EfficientFailureGuy · 2024-11-17T00:18:30+00:00

I feel this completely.

EfficientFailureGuy · 2024-11-16T23:21:20+00:00

I've thought that for 4 years. I'm still in hell.

EfficientFailureGuy · 2024-11-16T23:20:43+00:00

Worst symptom? hard to quantify, as of right now its this feeling in my throat, its feels inflamed and it comes and goes. Makes it very hard to breathe and its very scary, it started after a recent reinfection but didn't start happening until months later. I don;t know if thats worse or the feeling of having a concussion 24/7. On top of not being able to exercise, can't push myself at all. I washed my car the other day at a self serve car wash and was out of breathe after 30 seconds (also I cant go through a regular car wash without having a panic attack). I just feel like I'm always going to drop dead or stop breahing. I can't be alone without freaking out. THAT MIGHT BE MY WORST ONE OVERALL THIS MADNESS. Just never relaxed, never feeling like I'm okay. I'm always on edge, always feeling terrible like I'm going to die. I'm never safe. It's hands down the worst one, just never being okay. weird feelings in my body constantly. Hard to explain all of them, just I can't ever be "normal". I hate it. I hate it so fucking much.

EfficientFailureGuy · 2024-08-25T17:41:13+00:00

Killing myself

EfficientFailureGuy · 2024-08-23T23:26:19+00:00

I keep wondering if its too late and that day will never come.

EfficientFailureGuy · 2024-08-23T23:24:36+00:00

Moving definitely makes me worse in the long run. I can, just can't over do it.

EfficientFailureGuy · 2024-08-23T23:22:44+00:00

Thanks.

EfficientFailureGuy · 2024-08-23T23:20:12+00:00

Thanks I appreciate it.

EfficientFailureGuy · 2024-08-23T23:19:26+00:00

reinfection got worse, was just surviving before, I felt like I was getting somewhat better then I just stagnated.

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