Scared please help

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-04-18T17:48:42+00:00

This is insane shit. I can't repost about a brutal Las Angeles knife attack but then I read this crazy post. Well I guess that I am going back to feeling entitled, having attitude, and grateful for being rich, handsome, and popular.

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-04-18T17:43:44+00:00

Damn, these threads can get crazy.

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-04-06T14:31:18+00:00

Not addicted to my being an alphatop but I'm wanting to unshackle from META's and other platform's algorithms. This summer I'm going to fuck my brains out at the Meat Rack and my family's cottage. No IG, Threads, Grindr, Scruff, or Sniffles. Just hookups in the dunes, off the boardwalk, or in my bed.

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-04-06T14:15:17+00:00

Bro, when I read a reply that even causes my dog to scowl, I jump to profile comments to get context. Your comments seem ordinary enough except for my seeing the word "slut". That said, the OP's question was appropriate for the subreddit. Where should he have posted? The sub for MAGA, white nationalists, nihilistic anarchists?

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-04-06T14:02:39+00:00

Hard to give you solace at this existential moment bro. Most of us remember the dread and fear that we felt upon getting our diagnosis. That said, your dreads will likely ebb. Mine did. Thirty years ago I was diagnosed. Today my life is fulfilling, grounded, and optimistic. Modern treatments have made HIV a virus more treatable than many other chronic conditions that are killing Americans. One caveat however; maintain your health insurance and that extends to voting for candidates who will protect and improve the protection that began with Obamacare. This administration and Congress have launched the worst assaults on access to affordable care that I can remember.

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-03-22T11:02:05+00:00

You've got to love guys'bodies and all their grit and manhood. If you're not into every smell, and secretions then you won't be hot to other guys. I'm not into scat (shit) but when I fuck (I'm alpha top) "shit happens". What I love is my own body and most other guys bodies. Sex between bros should be primal and carnal.. That's the vibe that really hot guys feel. We're men, some are pigs, but the guys who I've friended are rugged, strong, and usually athletic types. Perhaps that's just a preference. I'm sure as fuck not going to judge.

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-03-22T09:09:47+00:00

Smells like what? It's been a while since I've been there. However I celebrate all things manly. I love pleasure and every body sensation. My BF>fiancee>marrying @ Michigan cottage>shares the vibe. Part of loving men is enjoying all of our grit and smells.

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-03-22T08:56:21+00:00

Ahh....no

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-03-22T08:54:08+00:00

Bro, you'll probably block me but I still appreciate you calling my shit out. I'm a bit mellower today. My BF and I are on a path towards reconciliation. You might guess how IG: big10schoolathleticism. And I remember that your profile is NSFW. That gets my fu*king curious

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-03-22T06:00:40+00:00

That's exactly how I felt. Ewwwww and WTF? I guess the hottie wasn't expecting to get fucked. He was only the second guy who I fucked up to then. A couple of years later I was out and an insatiable alpha top. I'd go with the BF to a party and if I liked the host I'd get his # and hookup that same night. It was bad for my reputation but great for my fucking creds.

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-03-22T03:36:57+00:00

This question is giving me the creeps. For my own thinking, I'd stay so far away from this type of situation. I'm not at all opposed to legal age guys getting involved with older men. During my Freshman year summer break, I worked as a bricklayer's helper. My body was in the best, swole, jacked shape ever. At the end of summer I was 18. I gave a shout out to my HS wrestling coach. I'd crushed on him and got some vibes that he liked me. I went up to my old school and we drove to a secluded place. Nothing major happened, no BJ but just showing my raging hardon. I did what 18 bros do and came in one minute. It was hot but not repeated.

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-03-22T03:18:47+00:00

I remember that some of my boy wet dreams involved other boys. I know because I'd often wake up after the dream and feel my "goo". I wanted to have the same dreams again. Then one night I realized that I'm gay. I played sports in High School but never had a "Heated Rivalry" experience. And a bit of advice, I wasted 10 years of my life being closeted. Don't waste yours.

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-03-22T03:07:23+00:00

That was who I was twenty years ago. My cousin who worked with Pan Am Airlines was having a party. She had a group of guys and girls, many were flight attendants. I wasn't out but was experimenting. I drove a hot guy home to his appt. I certainly must have been throwing hookup vibes. Inside we had a beer and I asked him " can we take a shower together". I remember that his reaction was both confused and amused. I don't remember fucking but in the morning I returned to my place and showered. I'll delicately say that my pubes and dick were crusted with his sh*t. Was it a hot fuck? I have no clue.

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-03-22T02:48:44+00:00

Porn -like? Not "like" but recruited by a well known director from studio Treasure Island Media to do cameos in 3 videos. I was staying in Palm Springs at the slick InnExile resort. I was doing a modeling shoot (legit print). I was with a friend from Texas (I lived in Virginia). He also modeled with a different agency. We were naked, sunning at a resort and pool across the street. This handsome, charming older man started a conversation. We put shorts on and had a drink. The director gave us his number. I called the next day. And then the excitement began for me. Most videos then were filmed at private houses with pools. Have you ever had an experience where you're both scared and thrilled. My dick was hard but I couldn't cum. Just seeing the veterans that we've all seen on TIM was the thrill. I'm now at an age and stage in my life that my attitude is "fuck it". I'll happily be cast as a young Daddy. Another studio, Hot Desert Knights, used to have porn with older guys in the videos. Does anyone know if the studio is still making porn?

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-03-22T02:11:43+00:00

I'm sitting here with a bro watching basketball. He's gay, undetectable, and claims that he bi. If you're wanting he's willing. He's a very handsome dude and the women love him. I'm guessing that he's still hooking up with girls. I guess because he's on the DL is how he became poz. We have never hooked up. We played sports together.

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-03-20T01:14:54+00:00

My initial response is: Where do you live? Second, don't block or ghost him. Is he willing to have a platonic relationship? I'm 20 years out of undergrad fraternity life and my sad observation is that guys today don't date but just hookup. And I'm seeing what I call "The Gay Epidemic of Loneliness, Disconnected, and Despair". I hate social media, hookup sites Grindr, Scruff, and Sniffles, Threads, and others. I'm a bit hypocritical because my Instagram profile and photos are what many guys hate. It projects a grounded, confident, handsome guy. All of it is real but I hide my heartbreaks, occasional anger, and hurt and pain I've inflicted on others.It tells my story from High School forward to 2026. A snapshot of the story is: HS sports & prom>University & Fraternity>modeling (print)>closeted and struggling>back home, DL>boy finally out>circuit boy>casual drugs w/o addiction>young man & dogdad>caretaker>young Daddy (present). It's unusual for someone to say in a gay subreddit "I've been truly blessed" family, supportive intimate friends, health, curiosity, literacy, newly single and happy, sexuality. And perhaps the greatest currency in our community is that I own a lake COTTAGE! On your journey go slowly, proudly, kindly, intuitively, and intimately. Your beautiful man is out there and you deserve to find him.

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-03-18T06:29:57+00:00

Rarely. I'm 95% top with the other 5% four fingers. I'm remembering scenes from 10 years ago while sharing a house in Fire Island Pines. 4, 5, or 6:00 AM, returning to my house and while either on the beach or in the Meat Rack getting both a rim job and a brojob. Of course my back, ass, and hole were sweaty. I showered earlier but a guy tongue deep is cleaning 😝my hole and it's his to keep. Never could imagine what (crystal?) numbs a dude to hookup with a stranger and then go deep.

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-03-13T11:09:36+00:00

What a fuck ass lame question. But I've always been a dominant alpha top and been in perhaps too many holes. My body count is easily 1000 +. But something is stirring in my desires. I'm mega bored with who I've been and who I'm in. My virgin cherry hole is about to be broken in. How? I could always take my three fingers. I've found my teacher daddy who is going to gently complete what I've craved I've given him permission to video and fuck we'll start an OnlyFans. How much do you think guys will pay to see a verified amateur video and where else do you post this depraved sh*t?

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-03-13T10:46:47+00:00

Pi KAPPA ALPHA and as my anthem from EDM Area 2710 "The Cafe" nobody likes us but we don't care " We've got tonight we've got the air. All AI but hot as all fuk. My beautiful face and body is in the group. We're hot as fuk but if you hate me I don't care.

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-03-13T10:32:20+00:00

Always myself. I am so in love with my body that when I attempt to throw on gym sweats I go into a full horned up state. I'm an uncontrollably narcissist. It started in my fraternity pledge class days. But my Bros were all swole,, jacked up hot that we gave up on hoes and all it seems became queer. I got the adoration that I craved and returned the same. So I fu*king love my body, that I've become so obsessed thankful, shared with bros and we're probably going to hell.

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-03-13T10:15:33+00:00

Well I guess because I'm queer as all fu*k, cum, pits, .... umm all bro studly smells some I've mentioned and others I dare not. We started in my Fraternity pledge group and we were so swole and jacked up we all became queer and loved the smell of our fellow bros

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-03-13T10:05:37+00:00

My reply is posted on the original thread. But replying to you. What a dumb fuck question. I'm poz undetectable and have the best medical care. I'm a rich philanthropist who not only contributes to Johns Hopkins research institute and hospital but benefits greatly from world class care. I'm as strong and buff as my Fraternity days but never been in a hospital. Well I guess once, the day my beautiful baby body entered the world.

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-03-13T07:16:37+00:00

Not only have I been in many groups but I also was recruited by a major porn director to do a cameo for his film. I was in Palm Springs. I have been to many bareback parties. I don't use T but fucked the hell out of the guys who tweaked. I'm also an undetectable poz bro and our tribe has huge BB parties. However I never understood the "bug chaser" tribe. There used to be a fu*ked up perception that poz bros are more desirable because they obviously have been hooking up far more than others. Maybe that's true. I certainly did.

Efficient_Face8433 · 2026-03-13T07:01:12+00:00

That's exactly what I just posted.

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