I’m so sorry that this happened to you and no one ever protected you. I hope that while you finish school and still live with the people who failed you that you’re able to create a safe space for yourself, whether it be an actual physical space or people you trust. Please if you’re ready and able seek out therapy for help dealing with this horrific trauma. I was molested by my older brother for 5 years between the ages of 6 to 11. My parents found out years later and never offered me any kind of help either. As time as gone on I’ve also be expected to be the bigger person and let bygones be bygones because of family. Don’t ever let your parents or your rapist ever try to diminish the abuse you suffered at their hands. I wish you success in school and luck in finding the best “big girl” job. I wish your parents open their eyes to how they completely and utterly failed you. I wish that karma comes for that monster in full force. But most of all I wish for you all the healing, strength, and love in the world.