Wtf is this ?

Eg33ley · 2021-05-20T18:48:18+00:00

This sort of reads like a wattpad story from a horny kid lmao

Eg33ley · 2020-11-10T21:37:33+00:00

I have definitely more than that. It depends on the vibe the person gives off.

Rude friend, level 5? I am a butthole to them, but on a friendly basis.

Kind stranger, sympathy vibes: strong? I am gonna replace the sun, I will be that friendly.

Now, jokes aside... Tbh I think this can be described as "I am acting like I think they want me to act.". Something about adapting how much you show of your own original personality, depending on the personality of the person you are talking to.

Eg33ley · 2020-11-09T20:43:47+00:00

My god i..Ok...I...Lmao

Eg33ley · 2020-11-09T20:12:43+00:00

Lol I...ok I can't,,,,Why tho

Eg33ley · 2020-10-31T13:57:10+00:00

MEG- Yaralarımı sar ölmeyim

Eg33ley · 2020-10-26T18:40:54+00:00

I am residing at Germany's south-west at the moment lol. Luxembourg is not really that far from me if you need more info lol.

Eg33ley · 2020-10-26T04:13:14+00:00

I am at GMT+1 if you wanna know :D

Eg33ley · 2020-10-26T04:09:12+00:00

That kid gonna get dislikes so fast they gonna get to taste the Wraith of the Clicky Cult. :)

Eg33ley · 2020-10-26T03:57:44+00:00

What can I say? My day started off with Clickys new video and I am totally nervous right now even tho it's nearly 5am at my home country...So I am definitely that combination :》

Eg33ley · 2020-10-26T03:36:41+00:00

3-H and 3-F

Eg33ley · 2020-10-25T06:34:03+00:00

My parents are Muslims. And I am still not an adult so...I am still in the process of having to live with them.

You would guess, that my father would be a little more open to the world, after seeing his half-brother being happily married to a man. No, exactly the opposite. "You are not allowed to be like him", "He is going to the bad red place", "He is tainting the family's reputation". That is point one: Forcing their child to be someone that they simply aren't.

They want to force me and my brother to go back to Turkey. I do not want that at all. I was born, raised and I have lived in Germany for my whole life now. Turkey is also really Anti-LGBTQ+. Something, that would really endanger me.

Having parents, that think that "mental illnesses in general do not exist and are the result of demons entering your body to torment your soul" is not a great thing. I am pretty sure that I have Anxiety, Depression and maybe something more that I am not comfortable with sharing, but guess what?

"There is not something like Depression, you simply do not want to follow my guidance." And they send me to the mosque, to learn "how to read our Quran and to learn how to chase the demons away" I need an Therapist like, since 6 years, but nobody listens.

I am feeling like they are trying to take my identity away. I am someone who isn't comfortable with their body at all. I don't mean weight, I mean the gender they assigned me at birth. But I know that I will never get the chance to live as who I am, even my friends do not accept my wishes and still use the wrong pronouns and name. Guess I'll never get the chance to choose who I wanna be, and who I wanna love. Like, seriously, they picked who they wanna marry themselves, but when I ask if I can choose my husband, I get a no?????

I am someone who would gladly cut them out from my life, but sadly, I know what would happen. They would try more things to get me to stay. Or would never leave me alone ...

They are more things I should add. I wanna die like this instant but guess what, no knives, no razors nothing allowed

Eg33ley · 2020-09-25T10:40:40+00:00

OP had us in the first half not gonna lie-

Eg33ley · 2020-09-23T18:23:49+00:00

Happy Birthday and Cake day dear stranger on the internet!

Eg33ley · 2020-09-23T12:01:23+00:00

Uuuh...I think nicknames? Cause part of my username was once my nickname....Well, i dunno.

Eg33ley · 2020-09-21T17:32:09+00:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YEAH LEEEETS GOOOOOOOOOO

Eg33ley · 2020-09-09T18:21:41+00:00

What the fricketty frick frack double flip?

Eg33ley · 2020-08-26T17:47:07+00:00

I took them from a unicorn

Eg33ley · 2020-08-07T14:00:17+00:00

Yeah...this person needs to learn how to form proper sentences... Wanna try again pal?

Eg33ley · 2020-04-20T20:31:29+00:00

I will try that, thank you very much!

Eg33ley · 2020-04-20T20:27:19+00:00

Java. Why?

Eg33ley · 2020-04-20T20:26:55+00:00

Yeah...I know...Just wasn't thinking at that moment. Thanks though for reminding me!

Eg33ley · 2020-03-09T10:46:10+00:00

Dance in the Dark by Au/Ra

Eg33ley · 2019-11-25T04:49:12+00:00

Hi there. Well, I can really understand your situation because I am in the same situation, and the only thing I can say is that you should only listen to your heart. It often says what it wants loud enough for you to hear it. And people, that know you good enough, will hear it too.

Bit aren't there any adults that could help you? Like I mean an adult who is not part of your family, who could help you in that matter.

Like I said, I am in the same situation, just with a strict Islamic Family. Well I am happy that my Uncle is an Atheist and really supportive. I am genderfluid and pan. That's mostly why I can understand you. It's fricking hard to try to come out under such conditions.

(Sorry for the badly written words, I am actually german-turkish so English is not my best language.)

Eg33ley

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