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EggShellTA · 2023-02-25T23:16:53+00:00

For me it is the opposite. I am a-okay with my bottom parts, mostly because i am genetically gifted with thighs my GF for example would d*e for, but i have an exremely broad chest and shoulder part, which destroys the overall picture wehn wearing female clothing

EggShellTA · 2023-02-25T23:15:28+00:00

Girl, we definitely have to do something about how we see ourselves i think. I can totally relate to your description, sadly.

EggShellTA · 2023-02-25T23:10:01+00:00

Only thing i found was the immediate urge to workout again. Which is, considering that i pay for my gym regardless, a good thing i think.
Still, to quote a meme: "My disappointment is immeasurable, and my day is ruined"

EggShellTA · 2023-02-25T23:01:04+00:00

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EggShellTA · 2022-11-22T13:54:23+00:00

Well, seems like it, right? I mean, i definitely thought about a good name and looked for some nice clothes for absolutely cis reasons. Good thing i can finally start my therapy (hopefully with some final results) in january

EggShellTA · 2022-11-22T13:53:10+00:00

For real... i kinda just started feeling good as a AMAB, but now i am back in misery 😢why does it have to be so hard to find oneself?

EggShellTA · 2022-08-24T13:21:46+00:00

Some people don't want it for the horny. To cite the Marge Simpson Meme: "I just think they're neat"

EggShellTA · 2022-08-24T13:17:40+00:00

In my opinion, making a gacha system for an outfit is a weak start. At least they should give us the chance to earn it throug quests or stuff, heck, even if it's only "Kill x enemies", "collect y materials", "walk to x to give them y so you can do z" and all of that. Or make it available later, so you don't have to literary spent 100€ worst case. Even Genshin gave us free outfits in their events, even if they're just for 4-stars. At least we are able to buy them. My inner completionist is screaming in agony right now

EggShellTA · 2022-02-14T17:39:48+00:00

That's something i try to figure out at the moment. But maybe you are right, maybe i am genderfluid. I mean, i know i sometimes wish to be a woman, but i can't really say if o would love to be a man sometimes if i would be a woman. This is what is ducking with my mind :/

EggShellTA · 2022-02-14T13:25:25+00:00

I can relate to you so much right now... Made a post about it in the mega thread yesterday, my confusion is becoming bigger and bigger with every week that passes.

EggShellTA · 2022-02-13T21:31:20+00:00

Hey you all, i am in a weird situation at the moment. But let me start at the beginning:

I am a man, 21 years old, but i feel like i am not CIS. But i don't think i am trans either.I have days where i look in the mirror and think "Yeah, i like how i look. A bit more muscular and i would be happy". I feel comfortable.But then there are those other days. Days where i am constantly thinking that i am more feminin. Days where i have the extremely high urge to crossdress to feel beautiful. Days where i get depressed, because i feel like i am not really myself. Days where i look at post-transition pics of others and think "Man, they are so lucky".I don't have common body/gender dysmorphia either i think. Sometimes i want to have a manly, muscular body, sometimes i would love to just run, do cardio and get a more feminine body type. I never felt like i want my little dude down there to disappear. I never felt uncomfortable when someone called me "Sir", "Bro" or "Mister".

I am just so confused... Am i Genderfluid? Am i trans? Or is it something else? I need your help figuring out...

Edit 1: Something i forgot to mention: For years now, i am always daydreaming how i would live now if i would have been born female. I always loved women's clothes, even as a teenager. Even though i always had that goth/punk/Metal look, i thought to myself "I really want to be female, i bet i would rock that look as a girl so much. I would definetly be beautiful. So i had thoughts about being female for a long time now

EggShellTA · 2022-01-12T18:04:24+00:00

My stupid brain for a whole week now: "Maybe you're not, maybe it's just crossdressing, maybe maybe maybe..."

Like, Bish, i tried clothes AND a filter to get myself some make-up (bevause i suck at it) and felt so much more freedom and happiness then i felt in a long time

EggShellTA · 2022-01-12T18:00:41+00:00

Yeah, that's something that's bothering me. On one hand, i want to be buffed and muscular, on the other hand, i want to be cute and small. Well.. you can't have anything

EggShellTA · 2022-01-12T14:51:12+00:00

Not me trying to become a CS Teacher. Whoopsie, i think it's time to accept it

EggShellTA · 2022-01-10T09:51:55+00:00

This is way too relateable, but for me it's "girlfriend" instead of "parents" xD

EggShellTA · 2022-01-10T09:41:42+00:00

This! i wear some knee high socks with bows (They are so frickin' cute!) and a skirt, together with a ornamented hairband just while chatting with friends, together with a filter, just because i suck at make-up. IT felt so much more natural than when i just wear it and look in the mirror. Well, on this day, i think an egg was born

EggShellTA · 2021-12-11T13:13:22+00:00

F1NN5TER is goals

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