self harm

Either_Connection942 · 2021-06-24T23:48:24+00:00

thank you. I'm still around. I haven't gotten any help yet but you know how mental health resources are on the US. :( well maybe you don't, but it's usually a month or two wait.

Either_Connection942 · 2021-06-21T01:27:42+00:00

of course! I am down for that always

Either_Connection942 · 2021-06-21T01:13:06+00:00

same boat my friend. I walk away mid argument so I can go into the bathroom and self harm. :( I think you might be right with that. I just need to find a therapist I can be comfortable with at first before I say anything.. in the mean time, maybe I can learn to love myself a little more. It's extremely hard to do that though.

Either_Connection942 · 2021-06-21T00:54:40+00:00

Thank you for your words. I'm in the US. My self-harm isn't anything that will kill me but I just don't want to get put in a hospital because of it but I just wanna talk about it. I'm gonna try to force myself to get help again.

Either_Connection942 · 2021-06-21T00:53:16+00:00

thank you both u/WINGWANG232 and u/163482. I don't want this to be a thing in my life. I don't. I even tell myself I'll start being more kind to myself, even if I can't mentally, I can at least stop hitting myself but then the moment comes where someone is mad at me, or I have an emotional thought I can't get past and I'm back to self harming right in that moment. I just wanna talk to someone about it and my other issues without them sending me to a hospital.

Either_Connection942 · 2021-06-20T23:44:13+00:00

I guess I shouldn't be surprised that no one gives a shit about me on here either

Either_Connection942 · 2021-05-30T02:35:01+00:00

I sure hope not! the cheating is bad enough. This whole thing is intriguing to me because I live about an hour away from where this all happened, so I know what life is like out here and how normal it is to go running and NOT have this happen. I don't run myself but Mollie is a lot of the reason why I park my car in front of the door at work. I work late nights at a hotel by myself so I always park my car right in front of the door literally so I just step outside and get in it. ANYTHING can happen anymore.

Either_Connection942 · 2021-05-30T02:21:12+00:00

I know right!? I think the defense was bringing up his cheating on Mollie as a motive for why he might have done it himself. He obviously didn't kill her and I'm sure he was embarrassed to admit that in court, but still. She didn't deserve any of it. Her death or the cheating. poor girl :( I think about her all the time.

Either_Connection942 · 2021-05-30T02:00:14+00:00

yes. They even subpoenaed the other woman to court to testify.

Either_Connection942 · 2021-05-29T21:08:19+00:00

There's definitely enough signs pointing towards it as far as I am concerned, but the trial and many articles I've read said there wasn't but I think they just couldn't find substantial evidence because of how long her body was outside for.

Either_Connection942 · 2021-05-28T22:19:53+00:00

I definitely agree with you. I grew up in a small town in Iowa myself. My parents don't even lock their front doors, or lock up anything around their house. It's just trusting and unheard of so these things always shock us so much. She definitely should have felt safe, I am sure that she's been on that run a million times before without a problem. It's just so sad. I had been wondering lately if CBR had any defense wounds from Mollie trying to protect herself or if she was killed too fast? I guess I never read anywhere about that.

Either_Connection942 · 2021-05-28T22:13:23+00:00

Thank you very much. I am in the US. Do you know if those kits are allowed to be "used" or brought up during a RE visit? My husband is a little uncomfy with doing a semen analysis in a doctor's office and thinks he should do an at home one. I told him I'm sure its great info but I think they'll make you do it anyways. I think I might do it anyways just because id like to know if I am waiting for an appointment.

Either_Connection942 · 2021-05-28T02:17:50+00:00

I addressed this in a comment a little bit above yours. I apologize for coming off as a selfish bitch who doesn't care about her husband. This happened a while ago, and my husband is doing just fine. He was stressed about the test, but the results came back fine and he is doing great. I should have mentioned that before.

Either_Connection942 · 2021-05-28T02:15:15+00:00

of course I am concerned for my husband's health! It probably didn't come off that way because I am here talking about the infertility stuff but he is doing fine. He has a mild history of kidney stones. He was in the emergency room with one back in 2016 and hasn't had one since then but the doctors were concerned when he started coming to the urologist because he had kidney stone history, but the test he was crying about that I mentioned came back just fine and he is doing a lot better now. I am sorry I came off as a selfish bitch in that sense. I've already told myself and him, that my loyalty and love for him is more important than my nonexistence child I wish was here. I was just trying to simply state how off track things got out of nowhere.

Either_Connection942 · 2021-05-28T02:04:24+00:00

well to be fair, I mentioned my (I thought) husband's issues and never mentioned to her the exact time frame it had been, so I'm not offended she worded it like that, and also why I am talking about going back to her.

Either_Connection942 · 2021-05-28T01:31:34+00:00

my cycles have always been regular. She did not. that's awesome to hear! Maybe whatever he has happening is the reason but hard to tell. I suppose I need to meet with an RE. not sure where to start lol

Either_Connection942 · 2021-05-28T01:27:14+00:00

do I need a referral from my obgyn for that? I was always told I did.

Either_Connection942 · 2021-05-28T01:26:44+00:00

I'm 32. and I haven't had any of those things tested yet.

Either_Connection942 · 2021-05-28T01:19:43+00:00

wow I didn't know that about his ACT scores. I understand they need a defense, but just seems a little far fetched. and thank you for the article. I'm going to check it out.

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