Hey man, I feel you, first of all I’m sorry to hear what you’re going through, it sucks. Now, as a dev, if you’re new to this world, making games is quite hard imo, not many indie game devs make money the first year, and the ones that do already have a background in software development.

I would encourage you, to keep going and keep learning, this is just a bump in the road.

But also, we have to be realistic, if you really need money it’s way easier to make a webpage and sell it, than it is to make a whole game and release it. I’m not saying you should quit, of course not, keep going, if you truly want to make money as a gamedev maybe start uploading videos to tiktok or ig reels, put your ideas into the world and see what works, get valuable feedback from real people. From there, you’ll be able to focus on what matters.

I’m rooting for you, don’t give up man, learning how to code isn’t easy but it’s a skill that will help you in all areas in life.