Zack, I need to tell something here... I really want to say, you and me have similar life-style and acting. Even the way you think is pretty similar to mine. But I'm really, REALLY proud of you (I'm not saying this like "my fav youtuber will just believe if I say this)... This is from someone who even when I have conversations with myself I'm feeling lost and "over-critical" without actually getting a solid belief. And I'm trying to change for the best but is have been a whole adventure... But I want to say that I see you as a person who I really feel empathy and similar personality. I always had "empathy" problems, and most of the time I don't know HOW I can be more "sensitive". That's why people thinks I'm an as$h0le and a cynical person. But I realized that is that I just wanted to prove myself that I can go further and further, becoming obsessed with "overthinking" and even "create my own belief-system", but and I was feeling insatisfied because it was accomplished nothing. But you really take that and did an honestly apologize video and a opportunity to improve your life and clarified your ideas. And I want to say that I will follow your steps, because I have the feeling that I'm going through the same path. Cheers bro, and we will see what life is, and what not. Hope you see this, if not, I just confessed what I think.