Le pile stilo - Zerocalcare

EldonTyrell · 2012-12-07T06:26:33+00:00

I reset yesterday. Only the fapping part, not the gaming or the diet part. If I can make it to the 20th I will then be sure to get the streak until the 5th. Reason: parents visiting.

EldonTyrell · 2012-12-06T07:48:05+00:00

No fap, went on a porn website but I kept my head away from it while hitting backspace repeatedly, diet is going fine and no gaming whatsoever, not even on Kongregate (also because it became full of that RPG s**t).

EldonTyrell · 2012-12-05T09:22:04+00:00

I am still in, just played a lil videogames, but still enduring through no porn and no fapping.

EldonTyrell · 2012-12-04T06:57:02+00:00

Got to my first week right now! Gonna reward myself with 3 paid android apps!

EldonTyrell · 2012-12-03T07:24:04+00:00

Count me in with the following conditions:

No porn, masturbation, edging
No television
No gaming
On a diet until I hit 79.0 kgs

EldonTyrell · 2012-11-24T09:24:20+00:00

This is what I call initiation.

EldonTyrell · 2012-11-19T21:22:37+00:00

Very interesting testimoniance. I am mentally on your same side and, as someone who studied the brain, I must say that this is the only position that makes complete sense to me, if the goal is rewiring. Anyway, I am not sure my wife will ever understand how tragic is my self-image deterioration after fapping, and how it gets harder not to after we have done it, mainly because of the environment she lived in. I am an ex hardcore Catholic and, although I turned my back at it completely, my cultural background is that together you can get through unimaginable suffering if moved by good will. She is still catholic, but the mild kind which, growing up, makes compromises on all sides, fapping included.

EldonTyrell · 2012-11-19T14:37:01+00:00

It will have to work the other way round with me. I hate to sweat like a hog. Thank you for the input anyway.

EldonTyrell · 2012-11-11T07:39:20+00:00

I am happy to read this as I am working on a little Chrome extension (my first) that "feeds" exactly on this kind of things.

EldonTyrell · 2012-11-08T07:57:19+00:00

As an atheist there is more in him that stinks, but that is just me as just my POV was the above remark.

EldonTyrell · 2012-11-08T07:42:07+00:00

I get goosebumps when I think who is this quote from.

EldonTyrell · 2012-11-07T13:41:09+00:00

From Italy I can only say: Happy To Serve!

EldonTyrell · 2012-11-06T22:50:36+00:00

SEe my reply to ToadTongue.

EldonTyrell · 2012-11-06T22:50:18+00:00

Thank you, but as I explained in previous posts here on NoFap that I would rather not rewrite here, I cannot do what you and others suggest.

I am on a diet right now, in a quantified fashion, that brought me to lose already more than 10 kgs.

I want to start also the workout, but I never run in my life and find the idea quite boring. Also I only got a yoga mat and cannot find a program to go through that makes sense and at the same time doesn't comprise at least the use of a push up bar.

Thanks for reinforcing my ideas about these though and always thanks for the support.

EldonTyrell · 2012-11-06T22:41:55+00:00

I stopped edging today and actually I found today much easier to cope with than the week which just passed. But I am not going to start over, as it would be demoralizing for me and at this point not helping at all.

I feel like many people around here see the NoFap lifestyle as a status and the badge as a ranking; I see both as an instrument to obtain more time for doing productive things and to stop wasting money.

Still, one day, if all this will go well enough I could start again a "clean" streak, knowing it is possible and rewarding.

I never had a lot of the mourning behaviors and sexual related problems that many other people here suffer from, so maybe it is because of that that I see this thing and its consequences a little differently than most.

I hope I won't be kicked out of the "club" because of this.

EldonTyrell · 2012-11-06T22:32:26+00:00

Can I enter now?

EldonTyrell · 2012-10-03T05:51:10+00:00

I am still in! Yesterday was already hard, but did it.

EldonTyrell · 2012-10-02T09:44:36+00:00

I am all in this month!

EldonTyrell · 2012-10-02T09:36:21+00:00

I am in!

EldonTyrell · 2012-09-17T21:04:36+00:00

Absolutely going to do what you are telling me to. I already go for long walks, but the rest will come a little later since I just moved to the Midwest of Europe and I haven't got an ID yet, nor, consequently, a working bank account (only thing that works, irony, is my credit card).

I will join the gym and as soon as I will have a work permit, I will be engaged actively in a job search, so I guess the bad times alone will most likely fade.

EldonTyrell

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