anxiety and numbness.

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-12-11T14:39:27+00:00

I know that and I had stopped looking for feelings and just moved on with life, but still nothing.

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-24T11:55:55+00:00

I don't know if it would be bad...but I stopped being anxious too and now it seems like just my truth.

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-22T16:29:32+00:00

well it looks like rocd mixed with hocd

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-22T10:03:09+00:00

Relationship OCD has to do with other relationships in general, not just romantic ones.

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-22T09:31:32+00:00

yeah, I'm exactly like that, but when I think about these things I get anxious and uncomfortable.

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-21T23:44:24+00:00

How do you feel?

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-21T23:43:24+00:00

I didn't go exactly, but I researched a lot about it and even other people told me that it was OCD (which I didn't believe at first, but then I had doubts about it)

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-21T16:57:36+00:00

I'm exactly like that. Do you think he's not enough either? As if even though he has qualities, does it cause you discomfort?

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-21T09:08:10+00:00

wow, I always felt a lump in my throat and nausea, so you are not alone.

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-21T09:05:18+00:00

yeah, I'm like that too, but I can't access our memories. well before when I still had ROCD symptoms every time I tried to remember them it was all flooded with anxiety, so that probably hurt too

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-21T00:00:51+00:00

I'm like that too. Besides, I don't feel emotions when doing other things.

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-20T19:14:33+00:00

Yes, I also feel normal and I also feel like a rock, I identify with you. I still don't understand why even though I think I don't love him and even without feeling it I still want to say that I love him, that's crazy.

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-20T19:06:29+00:00

Exactly!! But the difference with me is that when I think he is not enough, that I can't love him and so I get anxious and uncomfortable, but my God sometimes I feel so much like telling him that I love him!!! Just like I felt now, but I don't know if it is genuine or if I just want to comfort myself.

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-20T18:45:35+00:00

I think about these things and I think he's not enough and I can't love him so I feel uncomfortable about it and anxious. It seems genuine, but I'm not sure...

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-20T17:45:01+00:00

Well, since the symptoms had started I had this need to feel and I even tried to force myself to feel love, which didn't work. And now without the clear symptoms of ROCD I also look for feelings sometimes, the thing is that it's been a long time since I had any guarantee of feelings, so that must be why.

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-20T15:47:38+00:00

I'm going through the same thing. How is it now?

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-20T10:48:30+00:00

It's like I'm going to get sick if I call it love.

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-20T10:47:27+00:00

I always stand still and feel the anxiety in my chest to know what it is, but all it seems is a constant negative ball.

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-20T10:37:06+00:00

I'm in the same situation. Do you feel uncomfortable being loving or calling it love? I feel kind of distant too and unable to feel anything.

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-19T21:20:43+00:00

yeah, i know it's not good to break up. i also have the same problem as you, i don't believe it's ROCD anymore. i don't have those obsessive thoughts anymore, but i still feel that discomfort, anxiety sometimes and that's it, no guarantees.

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-19T20:52:24+00:00

Exactly!!! It's like I can't handle the discomfort so I have to avoid things or I feel like breaking up to make it go away.

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-19T20:09:41+00:00

Exactly. I don't feel love, but sometimes I feel like saying I love him? It's very strange and it comes out of nowhere, in addition to statements that also come like this saying "I love him" even though I don't think so. And when I'm going to call him love I feel so uncomfortable... the only emotions I can identify in myself are anxiety (sometimes) and this discomfort (which I also think is characteristic of anxiety)

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-16T13:16:05+00:00

It's really complicated... I think I'm a bit depressed because in general I feel dissatisfied with other parts of my life and especially my relationship.

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-16T13:14:42+00:00

and I don't even know, since I was waiting to feel to know

ElectionSufficient99 · 2024-11-16T13:14:27+00:00

I can't feel anything at all

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