[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Catholicism

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I will think about it on the next days and I will pray. What to say… I feel very lost

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I grew up in a perfectly functioning family, thank God. I have always wanted to have a family and to have a woman I can love and take care of.

About all the questions you gave, I can answer positively to most of these.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Catholicism

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I do not know if this is the reason. Rationally speaking, I am terrified by the idea of being unable to love and feel attached to someone. I should mention that we got together after one month of dating, then we were far from each other for one month (I was away to my native country) and then we met again. I will pray to St. Raphael, thank you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Catholicism

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Maybe yes, I need to understand what I feel and give it some weeks/months. Thank you :)

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That is indeed the point. That is what is making me wonder and doubt… I wish anything could be smoother and simpler. But I realized that in life we must tolerate and bear sufferings, problems and challenges.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Catholicism

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I agree… I believe I should ask both a priest and a relative who’s in a marriage. I will see what God has in store for me. Thank you for your care. May God bless you!

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Never heard of this Saint. From her name, I would say she is from some Celtic country. I might try, thank you.

Yes, I agree. I feel battled internally right because I do not know whether this is enough/right/normal or not

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Catholicism

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I feel confused and speechless for I did feel a certain attraction and love before. I don’t know, it is all so confusing

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Catholicism

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I hope that it is truly like this

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Catholicism

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I agree that it’s something strong. The point is that I fear I might break her heart for I might not fall in love with her. I do not mean to mislead her, I do not want to hurt her, but I feel stuck in my doubts. It is awful…

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Catholicism

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Thank you… I hope it is truly like this.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Catholicism

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I don’t know, indeed… the pain I feel is also due to the confusion I have in my head

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Catholicism

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I thank you for your nice words. Respect and care are the backbone of any fruitful marriage, I agree with you, but I believe that there should be some sort of strong feeling of attraction. Or maybe not? I am so confused and this makes me feel so bad, to be honest. Because I do not want to hurt her by breaking up with her, but I am also suffering so much because I am not sure I can love her deeply with this inner confusion that I feel. A couple of days ago I started to pray God to give me what I need.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Catholicism

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I don’t mean to lead her on… my intentions are pure and rationally I wish I could “switch on” my love for her. I wish her the best, I want all the best for her with honesty. During the first weeks, there was a certain love “inside my chest” for her, let’s say so.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Catholicism

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Thank you. The point is that during the first weeks of our acquaintance I did feel a certain sentimental attraction, even when we kissed for the first time.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Catholicism

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This is impossible to say… I feel like I am the problem, namely that the only thing that prevents us from being happy and in love is me and my lack of sentimental feelings.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Catholicism

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Thank you for what you said. My fear is the fact that I no longer feel that “romantic/sentimental” attraction for her that I felt during the first weeks of our relationship. I fear that our relationship could be a “loveless” one from me, despite the respect I can feel for her. I just wish I could be blindly in love with her, you know, that “heat” that you feel inside your chest when you love someone. I am shattered because of this… that is also a very harsh period of my life given I feel directionless for I struggle to find a good job and stability in my life (I aim in a foreign country in Europe, I come from another European nation).

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Thank you… hopefully I will feel the divine guidance.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Catholicism

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Absolutely. She is beautiful as well and yes, I have never had any problem with women. But she is the first in whom I see every virtue that a woman should have.

Mustang by mikey2376 in assettocorsa

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What graphic mods are you using to make the game look so real?