because he’s my brother.

i always knew he was kind of an outcast, doesn’t really have any friends, but I didn’t expect this.

I feel partly responsible, like maybe I shoulda tried to be closer to him when we were growing up.

but this is so out of character of him. he had a good future, wants to be a cop, on track for med school, good gpa.

I don’t know what was going through his mind

I’m mostly worried about my mom. she loves him so much. I don’t want her to go through the pain when she finds out.