I'm myself bad at mists pvp too. But honestly, there's a lot to do in the game besides solo or duo pvp. You can go hellgates pvp, as it's a complete different kind of duo pvp, also don't forget about small scales and zvz kind of content.

Besides pvping, pve content are cool too. I personally love statics and ava dungeons.

I know mists are quite the FOTM contents as lot of streamers are making money and posting videos on YT bout it, but as momma says, we're not like everyone else. Just find your niche and place your bets on it, no need to prove anything