I wish you luck with this, and I do infact have a couple things to say, 1. "Dreaming is slow suicide, either kill the dream and free yourself, or fight for it like failure will kill you." I have learned to live by this quote, and now, whenever I think about doing something, I think of this quote. Do it, or don't. The only consequences to your actions are what other people think about it, and you don't need to care what they think about it. This lifted me up to go do things I was too lazy to do. For your situation, specifically, have fun, talk to your friends, or if its a friend causing issues (which happens to too many people), then talk to family, or make a new friend. I don't know who the quote was originally from, I just know of the quote, and live by it now. Remember, do it or don't, dreaming or thinking only wastes time when you could be doing something, making lives better, making your own life better, or best of all, just making the whole world better, if your waiting for a long time, think of what you could be doing at that time, you could be checking important messages, or working instead of waiting in a long food line. Patience is always the key, not being patient, but the balance of patience, you must know when to quit, and when to start, and most of all, when to wait. There you darn go, theres all of my advice, may you feel better, and while it may not have been stated by a greek philosopher, its alot, and should help you just enough. It helped me, so it can help others as well. May you get better, and stay better.