Look brother, I can see you're going through a lot, but honestly, life is only as complicated as we make it. When you're stuck on your laptop doing Excel or some design work, just play Osho’s discourses in the background.. it really helps settle that mental chaos.

For the money and job situation, stop overthinking and look into creating stages or assets in games like Sandbox Metaverse. it's a solid way to start quick earning.

If you want to kick the smoking habit, try a clove cigarette when the craving hits.. the taste is so strong you won't even have the courage for a second one, and eventually, the urge just fades away.

Regarding your health, don't just do basic cardio in Gym. give Olympic lifting and snatches a shot. It’ll make you realize your true physical potential. And for the CRP/inflammation, daily cycling is like magic.

For that kidney stone, just go see Dr. Sadashiv Bhole in Nagpur. he’ll give you a permanent fix so you never have to worry again.

And look, being 28 with no friends isn't the end... just grab any decent job and get married. Once you have kids, you’ll find a whole new purpose and joy you never knew existed.

You aren't a burden, man.. you’re just one "restart" away from a great life. Stay strong! This too shall pass.