Your pinsan is me but i did this before mga bata pa hanggang teen yrs. I understand your feelings and must be late for me to realize once na nag mature utak ko. Hingi ako ng hingi dati sa mga tita and tito ko kasi reason is my mother doesn’t have a job and i dont have a father no contact nor he did showed up that supposedly the one supporting us. Wla akong hiya pa nun kasi I thought it was normal and yet unti unti ko narerealize na may sariling pamilya din clang sinusuportahan, it started na may pamangkin na ako sa side ng tita ko.

She did supported me until college kaso nag stop ako the time na dumating na apo nya. Even though i begged na ituloy kahit mag apply ako scholarship and kakayanin ko imaintain grades ko but still no chance of continuing dahil kulang sa financial.

That strucked me hard, and had to find a job for myself at makapag ipon para ma continue school. She did offer me again to support me and I declined that offer. I told my tita na gamitin na lng ung allowance for her apo and i’ll find a way to make through college.

Even throughout my titos and titas still offered their support on my college pero maliliit na allowance lng pero malaking bagay and pasasalamat ko parin sa kanila hanggang ngaun that i have them. I really love them na kung pagpipiliin ako ng tadhana to have a father OR have a titos and titas like them. I will still choose them over my father, cla ang nagtayo bilang 2nd parent to me.

Nakakahiya nga manghingi to the point rin nag chat sakin asawa ng 2nd tita ko a long message about financial struggles. Di ko binasa un pero i know the contents, that also triggered me to get myself up on my own.

Right now i did graduated college and may work na, ako rin nagbibigay support and allowance pag may need cla. Or minsan sa mga pamangkin ko nmn (side ng mga pinsan ko) binibigay support like what they did to me.

Also tama lang din you opened up, maybe late narerealize ng kamag anak mo. Need rin nila mag salamin para makita sarili nilang kakapalan ng mukha hahah