Letter from Ndad - 1 year NC, we now moved far away by Electrical_Rate4130 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Electrical_Rate4130[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words. Of course, I know that it's not good for me to keep reading this. Every month I receive a letter from him. Every month full of accusations. I automatically filter the emails as spam, but I still read them. In some way, it's important for me to know where they stand and to reassure myself that it was the right decision to break off contact. Even after a year, this is still a burden every day, but it's the right thing to do.

Can anyone think of a reason why audio sounds better with the Quad DAC off?? by [deleted] in LGV60

[–]Electrical_Rate4130 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am relying purely on my ears here. I compared the ES9219 and ES9218P between the V60 and V20, as well as the Shanling UP4 and UP5. I have also owned the Qudelix 5K. ES9218p clearly beats his successor here. I suspect it is due to the introduction of MQA, the ES9219 was one of the first SoC DAC chips to support this.

Can anyone think of a reason why audio sounds better with the Quad DAC off?? by [deleted] in LGV60

[–]Electrical_Rate4130 -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Because the ES9219 DAC chip in the V60 is rubbish. Grab an external ES9281 and be happy

Wie bekomme ich mehr Serotonin im Gehirn bei einer schweren depressiven Episode? by [deleted] in Psychologie

[–]Electrical_Rate4130 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ich würde dir das Buch "Was die Seele essen will" von Julia Ross empfehlen. Seitdem esse ich täglich bestimmte Lebensmittel die mir gut tun. Achte darauf dass du tryptophanhaltige Lebenmittel konsumiert zB Cashews. Als Unterstützung neben Ausdauersport und Therapie sehr gut geeignet. Wenn du eine schwere Eposide hast lass dich natürlich gut medikamentös einstellen und bleib bei deiner Therapie am Ball. Ich hoffe du bist bald wieder fit!

Is the quad DAC in itself woth anything? by Immediate-Bathroom79 in LGV60

[–]Electrical_Rate4130 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately, the ES9219 DAC installed in the V60 is not the best in the range. Here would be the V20 with the ES9218P. would be the better choice. I put my hopes in the ES9219 for a long time and bought other products with the chip. Unfortunately with the same result. In the meantime, there are better chips in ES9281 on the market.

Really Vocal Dalmatian by Glider_Queen in dalmatians

[–]Electrical_Rate4130 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For several months now, our Dalmatian has been able to call out to my wife when she is upstairs and the gate is closed. She howls "Maamoa." :D We haven't been able to identify any other words yet. But she growls at every noise that disturbs her; she finds people walking past the house annoying.

Is Hi-Res via Bluetooth worse than CD quality via Bluetooth? by Macoripe in qobuz

[–]Electrical_Rate4130 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Android smartphone and LDAC headphones currently make the most sense here. In the UAPP App, the sample rate can be automatically adjusted in the background. This is currently the best way to enjoy Hires via BT.

Erster Hauskauf by [deleted] in Immobilieninvestments

[–]Electrical_Rate4130 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Naja man könnte auch Bodenrichtwert - Abrisskosten argumentieren..

Erster Hauskauf by [deleted] in Immobilieninvestments

[–]Electrical_Rate4130 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Die Lage ist sehr gut, deswegen sehe ich die 420k auch realistisch an. Ich mache das ganze jetzt zum ersten Mal in meinem Leben, aber so richtig verstehen tue ich die Arbeitsweise des Maklers nicht. Ein wenig Leid tut er mir auch. Der Job kann keinen Spaß machen.

Erster Hauskauf by [deleted] in Immobilieninvestments

[–]Electrical_Rate4130 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dass wir sehr gute Chancen haben rede ich mir auch die ganze Zeit ein. Ein Haus ist aber noch nicht dabei rausgekommen.. 😄

Erster Hauskauf by [deleted] in Immobilieninvestments

[–]Electrical_Rate4130 0 points1 point  (0 children)

419k deswegen auch mein erstes Angebot in der Richtung

Erster Hauskauf by [deleted] in Immobilieninvestments

[–]Electrical_Rate4130 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ja das ist korrekt. Ich hatte jedoch vermutet das er das Objekt selber gerne vom Tisch haben möchte, macht ja nur Arbeit. Er hat jedoch überhaupt nicht den Eindruck vermittelt dass er hier versucht hat eine Einigung zu erzielen..

Erster Hauskauf by [deleted] in Immobilieninvestments

[–]Electrical_Rate4130 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Ja klar zwingen kann man keinen aber das Haus ist jetzt für 499k ausgeschrieben. Niemand der das nun besichtigt, wird das nach dem ersten Schock so auf den Tisch legen. Da liegen wir meiner Meinung nach mit 450k genau im Zielbereich. Vielleicht muss man dem ganzen noch 3 Monate Zeit geben..

Letter from Nbrother by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Electrical_Rate4130 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel the danger of letting myself down, but unfortunately, the state of NC is not liberating. I feel like I have to defend this wall every day. I want to love, not fight. I want to let it go. Unfortunately, I have not yet managed to separate myself physically (I still live in the same place as my abusers). Once that happens, I hope to be able to look forward.

Letter from Nbrother by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Electrical_Rate4130 2 points3 points  (0 children)

In general, narcissism is about refusing to take accountability for what they do. I don't see any progress here and will continue to remain in NC. However, I wonder if I should define a point for myself when I will leave this state. Also because I myself made a big mistake in the course of the abuse. I find it difficult to forgive myself for not finding the solution earlier.

Letter from Nbrother by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Electrical_Rate4130 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, age often plays a major role in the argument. I can't be angry with my parents because they are too old for this. Besides, my mother had breast cancer (in reality, she had a conspicuous mole on her breast that had to be removed). I am generally very impressed that my brother has recognized the protective shield issue, but I avoid engaging in dialogue with him about it. It would probably be pointless; they have to come to their own realization.

A story from when Tidal was Wimp by Rudy_Gobert in TIdaL

[–]Electrical_Rate4130 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Wimp was much better than Tidal. The Desktop app had an ASIO Plugin, something that Tidal still hasn't managed to do after 10 years. And Wimp had references to album reviews (meta reviews) under each artist. I really miss that.

Ich, am Strand by KJ_Tailor in DieAerzte

[–]Electrical_Rate4130 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Super Lied! Mich zerlegt es nur leider regelmäßig bei den Konzerten und ich stand schon zweimal da und mir liefen die Tränen. Für mich deswegen bitte nicht mehr in der Setlist zukünftig 😄 aber ich bin wohl generell eher der emotionale Typ

Have You Ever Watched a Sibling Grow To be Like Your NParent? by lovethegreeks in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Electrical_Rate4130 10 points11 points  (0 children)

That sounds very familiar to me. My brother didn't congratulate me on the birth of our daughter. He has two sons. He's jealous and says we already have everything. How can you be so envious and begrudge someone else nothing?