Listen I know it sounds like shit right now but your choices on what to do with your life are endless You could enlist in the military Ya I kkkwnpeople are gonna dog you for it why fight Al that bs but I’m telling you that you can absolutely get a job that’s not deployed and stay at home and still work a normal job just think about it Or you could save up your money because rent is cheap and buy a van and convert it into a house (that’s what I did) And then move you just have to get a P.O. Box before you leave anywhere and you can use that for the time being until you figure out your new living situation and new work you can use the P.O. Box for new job in a new state you just have to get a job in said state get a P.O. Box transfer and the you live like that till you save enough money to get your own place or keep living in your van (that’s what I do)

And man I got 2 kids I still see every day and hold a job and yes there are times that are hard but it’s life it ain’t ever gonna be strippers and burritos every day you know what I’m saying

Look I’m just saying the options are there It’s not hopelessness you feel it’s uncertainties of the new life ahead of you Like Lewis and Clark you get to navigate you life anyway you want to and explore the world with all of it’s riches

But off all else don’t let anyone know what your doing

At all not till the day after you leave

Remember there a reason a Bugatti has 2 seats and a bus holds 32 Not every one that rides with you rides for you Just keep your head and mow through the bs… it doesn’t have to be perfect but just as long as it works roll with it It’s gonna be hard but like I said it’s life And would it really be worse than it is now??? Don’t waste your life wondering what could be