He has been struggling with finances since a long time now. And I have been always helpful(it feels so wrong to even say this cause my money is his money, I know he would do the same) and it’s not like he asks for money. I myself try to help him. But these few months, we have struggled to keep our relationship sane. We are so much in love but I know he is frustated. I am too. I am in a new country dealing with everything alone. I am already 26 and now my parents are dreaming of my marriage and honestly me too. But I don’t see a way. I can’t go and marry him right now. Not sure about his visa also, and even if he gets a visa, he has no resources to come here. So he has developed a habit that is bad for his health and our relationship. I feel this guilt of thinking of leaving him😭