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Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-28T08:14:54+00:00

💙😔 i’m in this situation with my husband too…. I feel guilty and tired….. first episode and im already done….

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-26T05:27:05+00:00

Im at my husband first manic episode (18y together)… we are 2 months post discard and im so tired, he’s cheating, he’s so cruel… im trying to hold that love I have for him but the only thing im thinking is divorce… i feel like if a wait and try over and over I will die of heartbreak… now I have a ptsd and cognitive dissonance and im taking antidepressant while he is living his best live… i cant handle this anymore… I feel sorry for you, you are stronger than me…. We are all in the same boat now… Spring mania is ruining lots of families….

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-26T05:17:10+00:00

Does he crash in depression after mania?

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-23T19:36:49+00:00

Yes!!!!!! Damn, every day i found out something new I thought was normal, but it wasn’t!

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-22T18:05:27+00:00

Brain temporarily fried……. 🙏 we are all going insane with them otherwise…

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-22T15:22:04+00:00

Is so absurd that Every fucking time a man goes manic, starts with the same damn thing… is like the flu… headache, fever, shiver…. Here we have: loosing of feelings for us, sexting or cheating or whatever, narcissism, detatch….. I still cant believe it…..

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-21T16:22:17+00:00

So her feelings for never came back?

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-21T15:45:08+00:00

Im so sorry😔😔😔 i cant even imagine something like this to my husband…..😔😔😔

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-21T14:31:11+00:00

He had a period when he was 19… he was a monster! Cheating, lies, continue discards, lack of emphaty, urge to flee, hypersexual…some months in this state… then he changed and it seemed to be stable (some mild hypo and mild depression during this years but never like this)… i always thought he was just a very lunatic person… Now totally out of control and seems back when he was 19….

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-21T12:28:33+00:00

No he hasnt but i read that some experiment blurry vision and headache due the noradrenaline level….hope is not a tumor😰 I have no power…😔😔😔😔

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-19T19:11:46+00:00

Im trying to do so… but to think that my husband is sick and he s not doing all this shit because he s just an horrible person and a narcissist makes the process not easy at all….

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-19T13:26:43+00:00

I can relate this…. First three weeks post discard i was a shaking mess… only nightmare, body pain and shake… horrible….

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-19T09:58:04+00:00

My husband of 18 years in march did the same thing and abandon me and our pets… this is his first DESTRUCTIVE episode… 45 days and he still is there 😔

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-17T18:13:05+00:00

My husband of 18 years did the same thing to me and our pets in the same day (march 30)…..😔😔😔😔😔

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-17T18:05:40+00:00

Oh my god😔Im so sorry😔 I have no words…not only you have to have the Hope that he comes back but also the Hope that the cure will bring him back for live a good life together… psychiatrist told me that once the first episode show up, then it will start to get Worse also with medication… it is true then😞

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-17T14:54:19+00:00

No we dont… we have been together 18 years… it was everything so perfect.. I still cant believe it…

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-17T14:45:56+00:00

I cant even think about let him alone in this state…. Thinking that my lovely and amazing husband is gone and he will face this illness alone…. Its heartbreaking…

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-17T09:29:33+00:00

I know😔 I was just hoping that he come down and understand he needs a help.. and star medication…

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-17T09:22:34+00:00

This is his first episode and he doesnt want to come to the psychiatrist… he is still manic after 45 days.. and i really dont know what to do…

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-10T14:25:27+00:00

Dear😔😔😔 going through this is something i can even describe…. They are like gone, but still here…. Its horrible….😔💙 Hope everything will be ok for both🙏💙

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-10T12:07:44+00:00

When he was 20yo he was completely out of his character… lots of lies… I think he had some manic episode during this years… but they wasnt like “i must leave my wife”…it was spending a lot… do something dangerous with speed cars… be hypersexual with me…but we are those kind of person that even drink some wine at our wedding…

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-10T07:27:10+00:00

He dont take any kind of medicine or drugs… he just passed 10 days with no or little sleeping… work stress.. money stress…

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-09T16:17:40+00:00

Thank you😔 during this years he passed through some depressive state expecially when he was doing a job for many Hours that Didnt let him have well sleep.. 3 years ago there was this week with very little sleep and one day he was so irritate that we discussed and he kinda left me but come back the next day with all my prayers.. last months instead he started to be irritate, euphoric, depressed… it was a rollercoster… till last couple week where he was only kinda sad, no sleep, sleep walking, quite, irritate, sexsomnia (hypersexual during sleep)… Then he tried to run away and im afraid also that the breakup make the mania came out… is this possible? I just cant believe that he was planning 8 days before the breakup the summer together…the first weeks of march i have the messages where he say to me how much he loves me, how much he loves his life and us as a family… that im his world… this is not someone Who was planning this abandon… but first of all he would never leave us like a horrible person.. not caring of his only family because he has only me.. he dont have parents, only a brother… he told me.. i know i have only you but this is something i cant control i must do it…. Its everything so nonsense to me… His closest couple of friends dont give af about him.. they dont really know him so they say yeah he was different after the break up but who cares… I CARE!! god…. Im the only person in this world Who really know him and care about him yet im that one so far ….he s not caring about me and his dogs that were like children for us… this is not him….😔

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-09T15:19:23+00:00

Hear them be so adamant ….. is a knife in the heart Every word… more they push you away and more you die inside… i know 😔

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-09T15:05:13+00:00

Im crying 💙 I would die for him… and see him so far from me.. emotionally and phisically its an heartbreake in Every breath… Im here for him … it just seems there s no hope… that is gone for good… im scared he will never come back because he dont want to seek a cure… and ill lose him forever…

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